I've Promised to be a Good Boy!

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2009-06-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

had several make up lessons during the last last week , a good time to revise the old topics.
i hope i can do well in my maths and chem.
better than block test!

now am feeling frustrated and in a damn foul mood.
its not the first time.
dont wish to talk about it.
waste my time to talk about things that werent pleasant.

168

2009-05-18T17:45:00.001+08:00

i dont know what happened , just dont like things that are going in this way

167

2009-05-02T00:55:00.008+08:00

^^ sweet

2009-04-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

i am looking forward this friday , precious!

165

2009-04-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

i'll keep my promise , so would you?

2009-04-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

for ya!

2009-04-19T12:55:00.001+08:00

i am really happy, nothing can be used to describe!

you are just so nice!

2009-04-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

i had a mixture feeling now.
a sense of fear and sorrow.

the promises made and...

2009-04-13T22:46:00.001+08:00

I Surrender...

Natural Woman..

160

2009-04-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

feeling really very down, my heart i think is just filled with ...dont what that should be called.
very uncomfortable.
i cant smile and laugh like before.
i talk lesser and mix lesser now.
i dont care about that so call good boy image when i dont even have at first.

but somehow it's just difficult to focus.
i dont know what to do.

let it be , i believe i'll take the suffering

159

2009-04-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

feeling very confused and lost this few days.

i dont know what to do.

people please just let me off, i just want to study and have fun and ahemm ahemm.

how i really really wish theres 48 hours a day man.

i will be the next one who shoot down the Sun so that the day would never come.

i want to change myself

from a good boy to better boy?

158

2009-04-04T11:09:00.000+08:00

My Life Would Suck Without You- Kelly Clarkson

guess this means you're sorry
you're standing at my door
guess this means you take back
all you said before
like how much you wanted
anyone but me
said you'd never come back
but here you are again

cuz we belong together, yeah
forever united here somehow, yeah
you got a piece of me
and honestly,
my life would suck without you

maybe i was stupid for telling you goodbye
maybe i was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
i know that i've got issues
but you're pretty messed up too
either way, i found out i'm nothing without you

cuz we belong together, yeah
forever united here somehow, yeah
you got a piece of me
and honestly,
my life would suck without you

being with you is so disfunctional
i really shouldn't miss you
but i can’t let you go
oh yeah

cuz we belong together, yeah
forever united here somehow, yeah
you got a piece of me
and honestly,
my life would suck without you

cuz we belong together, yeah
forever united here somehow, yeah
you got a piece of me
and honestly,
my life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

157

2009-04-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

still as innocent and pure as before.

156

2009-02-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

end of BLOCK test. i wouldnt want to comment anything or talk about it.. it will just sadden me when the results came out..

i dont have that much confidence. i hope it's just badly done rather than terribly done.

talk about happy things. today i played hours of squash and gym workouts.
the most relaxing day in these few weeks. stressless.

OG 2009

2009-02-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

some days before 2009, i was still pondering whether want to take part in this one and only fun event in JC life.

it seems that i didnt make the wrong choice.
it's not only fun.
i think it's a great chance to recover some of my self confidence and the ability to communicate with others.

0936 was my group.
it was a fun and interesting class as in they are able to mix around amongst themselves.
thats a good thing to start off the new year.
of course there's laughter and joy all the time.

first day was some ice-breaking games. it was a terribly warm afternoon.
i almost felt my contact lens had melted.
not only the games contain points, cheering ia also another important component.

the first day end with the mass dance practice.
it was quite funny. as i was thinking about the last year when i stepped into Orientation also.i was damn confused with the dance steps
and now i am showing them.

i stand some way infront and i guess the guys behind followed me.
so i do anything wrong, i guess probably they also follow.

my first day ends with the friendlies match with AJC. it was my first time there.
and it's kind of funny, shouting out for chiobus!

i was feeling already very tired after the day. and coach was outside watching the game. won that fellow by sheer luck. but i dived quite a few times.i didnt that was Sharon's friend until she told me in the morning. and that guy say i helped them mop the floor.

on the second day, it started with the American Maths Olympian test.
it was merely 25 question and was give 1h45mins.
i had taken numbers of Math olympian tests. and i think this one was the "easiest".
out of those the most i can do 5 questions only.

6 marks for correct answer,1.5 for unanswered,0 for incorrect answer.

so by calculating the possibility, it's best to just anyhow shade. but one stupid things was i forget there are option E. meaning my whole paper no E as answer

it's Sentosa trip.
another horribly hot afternoon.
i was appointed to be the GameMaster of "Pass The Ball!".Together with Yue Ann.
She was a nice councillor. Had a great time with her.
it a different feeling being an OGL and GameMaster.
as a OGL, we got to beg and cheer for points; as for a GameMaster, u give points!

as u can expect, people will just say nice thing be nice to you in order to win points.

"Handsome..
"Pretty..
"chiobu..
"yandao..
"shuai ge..
"mei nv..
....

lots more are all those that can get from them.

it was rather interesting when the groups are supposed to draw a picture on the sandy beach and explain to us the reasons.

some groups given very knowledgeable answer with supported description.

some groups are just being made fun

"..because it's cute"

the most common answer.and i told them why cant they draw me when i was more cute.

they are like want to laugh but cant.

so it was a rather interesting afternoon.

after the event we went to have some food before going home

154

2009-02-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

one week had gone past.
i dont remember anything that had happened simply because i was too busy with school work.

it was really tiring especially with days with CCA. i wished i that i am CCA-less. at least i can rest for some time.

And next week will be the J1 Orientation Camp. And beside not going for the lectures and tutorials, i guess i will lag behind others by a margin. May God Bless me!

For now i had many injuries all over the body. Thigh muscle ache. it was extremely painful when raising my legs. My right palm was having a 'hole' but now was better.
and stupidly i sprained my left foot.
it was not pain after the fall but was pain the next day.I rubbed the medical oil myself and it can make me cry man.

Rest well and prepare!

153

2009-01-27T00:47:00.005+08:00

so basically i spent my countdown watching the CCTV concert using CPU connecting Bravia. 90% like television.

and today spent most of the time outside visiting others.

father's friends were saying that i looked different. in a good way as in.

haha!

however i still played with their sons but mostly daughters.

it was so lame.

and we did went to city area to have a walk and my mother asked me to take some pictures with my phone for my sister.

so i did.

it was so sunny and windy.

i just took some and left home where some people went to our house for dinner.

and being a good host, i let those people use my computer because anyway it was left on for nothing.

and i forget that in order to use my computer, u have to get onto my bed.
so i was like... Never mind since they are just small girls

tired to continue after a long day and i had to finish up my KFC meal leftovers this afternoon when i cant finish it

152

2009-01-27T00:23:00.005+08:00

On friday, a day begins when i saw so many people wearing jeans to school. i was like.. is it necessary?
some wear like as if they were to go on Orchard Road.

Mr Toh gave some sweets and stuff for the first lesson. that was rather a nice thing.

i picked a packet of orange flavour jelly and suck it like hell in the class.

JC new celebration was like damn boring man. i know that it's a creative idea to input Indian culture into a Chinese celebration. but i still dont like it

the school carried this PONGARLI activity or something where students and teachers used coloured rice to paint a picture. and guess what, i thought our class did a great job!....

that looks cool and cute isnt it? but dont know for what reason or someone did some magic and it turns out to be .....

i didnt touch anything because i dont want to dirty my hands so i wander around, being a busybody, looking at other classes' works

my mother whom like cleaniness asked to tidy up my room myself or i dont scold her for messing my stuffs.

iso i spend some time just clear some rubbish. and the most proud thing was i laid my bedsheet myself.
i asked my mother to change to another colour when she had already changed one.
i picked my favourite one and

i had a nice sleep yesterday night . Due to that my scent was there. No one is supposed to sit or lay on it. I disallow

151

2009-01-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!

a new year celebration which was rather totally different from last year.

i missed the firework display , the cool weather, the people and the fun that i had!

150

2009-01-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

today's OGL was all right. i realised that i just suck at dancing.

i just cant catch up with the fast beats.

at least i learnt the most basic of cha-cha. its rather lame man.

tonight mother went to her company's annual dinner. she's lucky to get into Fullerton Hotel where i never ever went in before.

so my fathe rbrought me to have dinner with his friends.

so many adults and obviously i cant interupt a single words. i must maintain my good boy images.

but some of them were just lame. they asked:

" Do you have girlfriend?"

i was like... i hope i would have a choice to not answer.

another thing, i think i drank a bottle of Heineken just now.because they say cheers, so i just drink the beer. if i drink soft drink, it may look low class, of course, i want to be at high class level.

but my face was feeling warm now.

149

2009-01-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Start of school.

first day was nothing much with principal's talk before we went to Ang Mo Kio Sec to promote our school Open House 2009.

The Myanmar guy was being lame when he took so much flyers which he cant probably finish giving all.

and as for the Open House on Tuesday, the public is damn much more than IJ.
I lost my singles in the final which my class subsequently lost.
damn it. it's all my fault

but i scored a funny goal during the floorball game at the last minute.
But still that Myanmar guy still lost the game for the class!

For some reasons, when Ron say "no MILO for you.." at the MILO van,

i say " Fuck you, no MILO for Indians..."

the problem is, the Teacher in charge for the Open House was beside me..
she was like...

Had bored time during the CCA leaders dialogue session with the Student Council.

But this volleyball fellow asked a stupid question when the Councillar asked if there's any complaint against the school.

he asked why boys toilet use Zero Flush where it's so smelly.. i was like laughing.

had tiring afternnon today till 4.30pm
the chem test was like shit. i will be happy enough if i passed.

Ron owned me one buck for betting with me.

next time he must be smart not to bet anything with me.

Just go up to a girl and say her pinkish fingernail looks nice is damn simple man.

148

2009-01-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

10 Jan was my mum's birthday.

and my sister overseas had planned everything fo rher.
she asked her bf to buy the cake for my mum and later to have dinner though the dinner did not take place.

the cake was nice. it seem that the whole cake will be mine since my parents dont really eat it.

i lighted the candle for my mum and asked her to sing the birthday song herselves and blew out the candle.
it was lame.

and i did gave her a present.

147

2009-01-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

friday went to Innvoa Open House 2009.

i wore my last year PE Tee and went in through the man gate!

it was damn brave of me to actually went through the main gate.

i was warmly greeted and offered a goodie bag but

"it's ok"

then came across some cheerleading members and was offered to join cheerleading.

ya i hope i can. i'll love to be in charge of throwing and catching!

then went to the hall where most CCAs were displaying their booths.

i played some mini games and won some mini prizes.
And i aslo played a game of chess with Yiyi. The game was lame. I was too rusty to win him.

and being very very unlucky that afternoon, SB's racket break and i was the last one who was holding it.forget it

so we went together to shop for new rackets as well as to restring my Armortec.

and i got my lovely racket:

"ArcSaber 9" pinkish

146

2009-01-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

5 things

Family members i love:

1.myself - one must have self confidence

2.mother - definitely

3.aunt - seems to be another mum for me

4.sister - simply caring

5.grandmother - dotes alot

5 personalities to best describe myself:

1.straightforward - always

2.humorous - close friends know

3.quick-thinking - in most circumstances

4.low-profile - preferred to be

5.good temper - never blast

5 things i am good at:

1.talk craps - can try

2.DotA - maybe

3.badminton - love to play

4.taste food - sensitive tongue

5.enjoy live - which i always want to

5 bad habits needed to change:

1.waste energy resources - 12h computer usage

2.discrmination - haha

3.look down on people - sometimes tough

4.sleep late - serious problem

5.lazyness - dont know how

5 celebrities idols

1.Beyonce - figure of my dreamgirl

2.Lin Dan - his body is what i want

3.Ramiele Malubay - seems unique

4.Fish Leong - sweet voice

5.Jiang Yuyuan - cute character

5 favourite songs of all time:

1.If I Were A Boy(Beyonce) - amazing vocal

2.Welcome To The Black Parade(My Chemical Romance) - not sick of it

3.You Dont Have To Say You Love Me(Ramiele Malubay) - sounds nice

4.Bu Xiang Shui(Fish Leong) - meaningful

5.Zhe Jiu Shi Ai(Cyndi Wang) - rythmic

5 fruits:

1.strawberry - sweet with sourness

2.guava - unique taste

3.green apple - healthy

4.pineapple - tasteful

5.mango - smooth

Sleep time. Continue when feel like it

145

2009-01-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

recently SingTel connection just sucks.
i would rather use my E71 rather than the computer to surf net.
For Godness sake, every year revenus earn so much and why cant just spend more expenditures on how to improving the service.

for reasons which i dont know why, when i could wake up early at 5am and ran for miles which i lost count.
it seems to be a kind of way to kill boredom and to keep fit.

last few days i think i ran for more than 15km.
and now i feel the pain on my right foot. Maybe somehow accidently twisted and result in poor blood circulation. Limping with a big plaster

i guess after A division and fitness test, i wont run anymore.So these few months just enjoy my running. i want to run with people whom is of commando standard. haha

144

2009-01-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

i had just realised this damn embarrassing moment that take place in school.

that day i was having friendlies with Anderson JC and so before my game, i normally would run one round the school as kind of warm up.

and that afternoon, there's MediaCorp crew along the pathway that i would soon be running over.
i didnt saw them because i was looking in front. I just ran abit too fast when i saw huge camera in front with a girl walking.

i braked and was like "Oh shit."
sticking out my tongue, i ran the opposite way back.

Of course it was a NG.
it was partially my fault for not looking in the forward direction.

then today i saw the new that MediaCorp use our school to film some ping pong drama.

143

2009-01-01T00:36:00.006+08:00

this was the stupid bill from the stupid restaurant

u know when people gets bored, anything can happen.
i cant believe myself was playing with this soft toy.

it may seems retard but i dont know why i am actually playing with it.

my hump, my hump, my hump my hump my hump!

142

2009-01-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

2008 is all over. so many thing happens.

1. the day when i got my O level result in the airport

2. the time when i spent my Lunar new year in the coldest place that i had ever been

3. the start of life in NYJC

4. the taste of many new experiences

5. Sichuan earthquake that saddened me

6. through the stressful days of promotional exam

i cant remember much.

History is history. we shall look forward!

my wish for 2009 is simple

1. i really want score well for A level
thus, it's really time to be serious

2. my parents and family be in pink health

3. global economic crisis will get better
so my pocket money wouldnt be reduced

4. censored

141

2008-12-31T01:43:00.001+08:00

Man in yellow

140

2008-12-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

I lost my house tee at the woodlands sport hall when rushing home to go for the chalet. So i guess i got to get another one when school reopens. kinda of stupid.
good luck to whoever that happens to take my nice tee.

My father asked whether i need a ride. i wanted actually but i think i wont want to bother him.
When we reached there, they had almost done with their class BBQ, but i managed to get some chicken wings!
AL was being retard for laughing when i stared at Huishan and he happened to see that.

As for the chalet, the moral of it is not to play too much.
My whole arms are feeling the surge of pain.Probably due to the 120 bowling balls that were thrown. and the struggle with SB.

the lady at the entrance was lame when i asked her for a chop because mine wasnt that obvious. She chopped once. Then i said can chop somemore anot. Then she happily chop our arms like a machine.

we seemed to be like fools when we actually play this ball throwing games in the arcade. it was supposedly meant for the kids and its really embarrassing to see us crowding around the screen and violently thrown the balls at it.

those fellows nearly want to wack me for not silencing my phone when it rang "if i were a boy...." umpteen times in the morning.

For dinner, initially we thought of going this famous Korean BBQ chicken restaurant. We even ask the manager to get us a chair for us. when we go through the menu, we found that nothing was special and the price is rather high. we were discussing how are we going to leave this place. should we get a cheapest drink and left or just leave like this.
it was embarrassing.

then we went to this Hong Kong restaurant at the E!Hub which i seriously discourage people to go.
the food was not bad. quite nice.the food price can be more reasonable.

but the service is rather slow. or maybe due to our hunger.
thats not the worst case. the manager of the shop is crap. he's like some loanshark going after people for money. Just when we got our food, he stand beside our table asking us to pay.
Come on we are hungry like hell , cant he wait for us to finish then we settle the bill. he gave some stupid reason like he need to do the accountancy.

i was like that was likely to be lame shits.its not as if we will run without paying.
when he say it was 80 plus, we were like ..

i take over the bill and look. Fuck the restaurant man.
10% service charge and 7% GST was like eating up 10+ bucks.
i had nothing against the GST but the 10% service charge was unreasonable.
it is not as if the chair or table was high class or what. neither the waitresses were some hot babes or something. it just seems to be like a noob place.

Never mind we just paid to drive him away.
we ended up sitting there for sometime, taking our times to eat since we paid so much for the service charge.
i dirty the bill folder with some sauce and Abel stupidly rub some fries on it, i was like haha.
We basically messed the restaurant up abit, throwing fries around, dirty the table.
Dont care.

When i came home this afternoon, i fell asleep throughout the whole journey. people will be shocked by the way i sleep. Of course the bus was crowded at that time.
i simply lied on the 2-seater seat and put my legs on the windows.

the first thing i reached home is put down my stuffs and jump on my queen size bed.
i slept for 6 hours!

when i woke up, was feeling energetic.so wore my running shoes and choing for running.
hah there's this NS fellow seems want to challenge me. when i just start running. he was in front of me. he was running slowly. i overtook him and for no reason, he was like chasing me.
i saw him choinging after me and i increased my speed and he chased a while and stopped.
Come on i just slept 6 hours. I am like a machine with full throttle power. haha

139

2008-12-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

had a hard time sleeping yesterday night. My mum changed my pillow and it just feel unusual. was sleeping in ways that normal human beings dont.

went for badminton just now. it had been a week since i didnt touch my racket and having the three days of squash friendlies.
Seriously i think i still prefer badminton over squash. one of the reason is because i can easily get to play badminton and squash is like no where to play nearby.

and of course, one will definitely love the game that you are good at. of course i will take squash training seriously.

if i was asked to join CCA again i will still stick to squash. simply because i really want learn this new stuff.

today, i think i was playing fine though never touch the racket for so long time. but the sense of touch for shuttle is still there.
i guess if i maintain this form, it should be enough for next year's game.

when i get home, i realised my mother had specially waiting to cook for me. just a meal for me. i was wondering whether what they had have when i was not around.

then she asked me whether i want something.

it not the problem whether i want anot, its a problem what was it.

she took out something which looks funny.
a palm size rectangle leather with a stainless steel metal clip attached to it.

"what is this?"

she said it was used as kind of wallet to keep money. thats what most business people who dont like bulky wallet now.

i look again. it was rather cool. but i purposely said why she gave me a wallet when she dont give me much money.
but that simple thing cost not cheap man. 50 bucks.
she said the shop gave her as freebie when she bought some suit for others.

i see.so it just a freeie for me only.
but it's good to have at least better than nothing.

so i guess i still forget about the purfume that i supposed to buy for her.
now it's my turn to hurt my pocket

Liverpool down 0-1 to Arsenal

138

2008-12-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

LISTEN - BEYONCE

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...

137

2008-12-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

this was awesome.
Beyonce's live singing ability was like godly..
She's one of favourite and best female singer following Kelly and Rihanna.

136

2008-12-18T23:25:00.003+08:00

wednesday went East Coast park for BBQ gathering. i didnt turn up early for those skating or bowling. Kinda tired the night before talking on phone with Michelle till early morning.

they wanted to stay overnight outside to play but some of us doesnt agree.Anyway the next day i had reach school by 8 am so i am also one of them.
We saw police car patrolling in the park and play some tricks with them.

We made it to the last bus.

Then went home and bathe. still just cant resist ,i phoned Michelle again. She talk very cute. and it end up till 4 am. I already thought of not sleeping.

the next day i could hardly open my eyes.
We meet up with the SRJC people at AMK and we seem like tourist guides.

but seriously i think they are also friendly people when we can actually talking along well and joke with.
We exchanged number.

After the game we went for the movie Twilight. i feel asleep in the midst of the show because i was really very sleepy.

but before the show, while i was queueing to buy the snacks, i created a lame scenario. i saw the girl staff nametag "Lovely"
i was like haha, that was a funny one.
i bet with John that if i said Hi Lovely and will at least smile or laugh, he shall treat me a drink, of course he wouldnt. but i still say when i buy.

135

2008-12-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

i think i had a serious problem.

i cant really express my confections for girl that i like.
it's a kind of feeling when i feel nothing to talk or a feeling of not wanting to talk in front of her.i dont know whether it is a problem of self-confidence or shyness.

i think talking or chatting to strangers on street is damn much easier than that. This shows that self-confidence is not a problem.

its a serious problem man.

I dont know but i guess many will have the same problem as me.

Most of us will try to direct their attentions to other things other than the person you like if you realise that she/he is looking at you. And when you know she/he is not looking at you, you will peep at her/him.
Exactly.

You know, often being told that being a guy must take the initiative to make the first step. It's true i know, a guy need to show his manliness.

Unless you are so of a good quality and the girl is fancinated by you.

so i think it actually very easy to guess who i like.
Not those who often talk with or want to talk with. It's the other way round. But it must be make clear that even that i didnt talk or never want to is because i hate the person to the core that i wont bother to waste a single seconds or single drip of saliva on them.

Never talk to the person that you like will probably make the opposition to think otherwise. That's the worst consequence of this problem.

134

2008-12-14T00:59:00.002+08:00

today went to Changi to fetch my mother.
the timings on the showboards were showing different timings. At first i saw was 3.40pm, i was like so late? when it was still one hour away. Thinking there might be a flight delay, i was thinking of going to T2 for a bite, then i saw another one showing the correct timing.

so i just have some coffee and finish it.
i waited outside the bely and some stranger approached me and asked whether i am brother of someone whom i dont even know.

i saw my mother. Unrecognisable.She had became fatter.seriously much more than before she left. She must be fed.
Though she appeared to be happy, i know hours before this, she must be crying. i can gaurantee that. She cant overcome the emotions of leaving her sister and her mother who had been taking care of her for the past few weeks.

If i am a guy who cant overcome that kind of feeling, i doubt my mother will.
it just remember everytime, my tears just cant really stop. that's the only time i realised i am crying.The feeling is worse than injuring yourself and bleeding.

133

2008-12-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

this few days was tiring.
i was rather busy with the work at Shangri-La.
so far i have done some nice events i guess

1. JJC prom night
2. Thai king birthday
3. CPF Board dinner&dance

and some other weddings.
not bad in fact when you getto meet high class people. very unique as in you will see the difference between them and those usual people.

i did say SR Nathan in some wedding where he was VIP. and it's like a great lesson when i learnt some Polish as the bride was from Poland.

and in some days, it was just too unlucky when you got a bad team. Especially when i was the IC and i was the only guy in the team.
i know what belongs to me then. Nothing none other than the oval tray.
Man, it was just because that Alvin saw me carry a few stacks of side dishes and said that his training was effective. And he just pulled me out to be IC.

so recently most of the time reached home at 1 plus. rather tedious.

the next day was like waking up at early 7 plus for school. i still played though my toe was missing a nail.

for godness sake, surveyers at Causeway Point are just flooded.

but you know, if people who dont look or seem nice i wont stop for them.

just now, i spent i think 15 min talking to a nice lady.

She introduced herselves whom was from Prudential or something like that.
initially i was wonder what the hell company was that then i realised

"Oh, i think i know, is it the logo with a woman with hairs.."
this seems to be a insulting reply.

then she requested for 5 min to explain some issue to me which in fact was 10 mins.
i thought was ok since i have time and she's so beautiful.

but it turns out to be like hell. she's talking about economics issues. i was like wtf? i cant even bother to listen to the lecture when it was so boring.
initially i wasnt concentrating when she was talking.

And for dont know why and how did she knew that i wasnt listening to her when she asked a question.
i was like " huh?"

she was smiling away, it wasnt a scolding or with an unfriendly tone but she just ask me whether i really understand what shes was trying to say.
for the next moment of course i paid my ultimum full attention.
for one simple reason, she was sweet.

throughout the conversation, she was smiling all the way as she was wondering whether i am really pay attention. but seriously i am.
those terms i can understand.

then she asked me sign up for some plan and she need my particulars. i was like ok, just give her what she wants.
i almost wanted to say my surname is Ham and my name is Burger when she asked for my name. but of course i am not so childish.

but she was like doubting me man when i give my name all those. she asked for my IC card man. Never mind i just give her. Then when come to handphone number, i really did forget what was my number. Really how am i supposed to remember my own number when i didnt dial it at all.
i was like " Oh shit, it was 9 something something.."
then she start laughing and asked whether i am really serious anot.
then she took out her phone and dial my number. she want check whether it was real one.
Come on man, its totally unnecessary to fake a number when a pretty lady asked for it.
then she say somedays she will ask me down for some explanation again and i tried to push away saying that i will not be free. Because i believe it will be rather boring sitting there listening, though the opposite is a pretty.
she said next week she will be there

"Oh really, then i guess i wont be walking here next week..."

she was like... still smiling

132

2008-12-05T00:06:00.007+08:00

we human beings like to enjoy. of course including me.
if i want.. i will want the best out of it.

sick of this? No more man.

we shall change for better. Music are meant to be nice. To make it more nicer,

this is a better choice.
i see this antique being stored at my parents room for a long time. Since they dont want to use, come on, why waste resource?

This is great.

with these smaller ones at the corners of the room and with those 2 big ones in the centre. only one word to describle : awesome.

dont imagine what the effect would be like. because it cant be simply imagined. it is able to vibrate the floor.

moving such a big speaker is a headache. especially when the wires all entangled over each other.but i also didnt bother to split them so i just moved the whole chunk of it.
i spent 30 minutes to adjust the sound controller, to as to achieve the maximum performances!

131

2008-12-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

man 2 weeks had passed. its fast man.

look at the mess that i had. this looks like my camping area. either i watch TV or online here. eating was also done here.

And tomorrow my father gonna come back. so tomorrow morning got to clear man.

Just injured my smallest toe and it was bleeding like river flow when playing friendly with those Nanyang girls.
Man now i cant wear shoes because the nail had came off.

130

2008-12-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to work. first day of work.
on the way on the MRT, there's this Uncle. he's kinda lame.

he asked me where i bought my bag. and i asked why and he told me that was nice.

i dont care.

had a nice dinner but i feel quite i had eaten excessively especially that plate of spaghetti. so creamy.

and damn it. my hair didnt meet the standard. it need to be gel-ed .but i dont use cheapskate gel. i only use wax. was still thinking a solution.
But yesterday was lucky because the event was JJC prom night night. so at least wont be that bad. not because like what Ron say got hot chicks but because these people are at our age range so at least i wont feel uncomfortable serving them.

to be honest my group was nice especially the lady.she taught me alot of stuffs. Thumbs up.

And it was kinda funny when i saw AungLatt break a big plate just in front of me when i was following behind him into the kitchen when suddenly a plate just fly off from his oval tray and splashed into pieces.
"Oh shit"

Theres also this fellow from other group went over to our station and asked me for a glass of coke. i thought he was going to give the guests. and the next moment when i went to the backstage, he was back facing me. drinking that glass of coke! i was like ... wtf?

Never mind i learned something new. then i go to my own station and take a glass too. just drank it and dont care.
reached home like nearly 1.

and early today in the morning , stupid Joey called me just to ask some simple thing.
woke up at 11 plus and was told to go SP. Initially i thought Joey told me to just watch the Nanyang Girl's school play, but she told me we are playing friendlies with them.
Crap man, i didnt bring my racket and my goggles too.

when i reached SP and saw John playing with one of the player,
" Shit, i shouldnt have come..."

Then Coach asked me play with their second single.
man i was like wtf? i just came and havent warm up properly.
in the end it ends with zero zero.
it was sad thing man. kinda embarrassing.
next time shouldnt play when havent get hot yet.

next was a girl which i dont dare to wack hard. Seriously, i dont use much force or energy to run around the court. so i just do dropshots, normal swings.
because i scared the ball might just ran into her.

the last one was a lame one. i like this one.
she keep saying sorry or thank you during the warm up.
i dont see any purpose behind for doing that.

she asked me if i was J1. Of course duh.
and when i started screaming when i missed a easy ball under my control, subsequently she also scream like... quite a number of times. i should have scream in the first place.

there are also quite a number of time when the game was paused due to the referee.
she's kinda lame:
"dont blame them, they are just sec 1s.."

i dived one time and that was just for show. but the court end up rather wet. she was like... laughing at that stream of sweat.

But at the end i was shocked when she told me she was only sec 2 when i asked her. i was like ...wtf?
her body size was like abit smaller than me, could be same as most of the JCs girls. i thought she's sec 4.
and i disturb her why her body size was so big. she was like.. lol
Man no offence.

i am just wondering why she's so mature. i didnt say shes fat. anyway i dont think she's fat seriously.
dont know why just like to disturb her.

129

2008-12-01T01:28:00.003+08:00

i saw this shorts at Far East Plaza in a Yonex retail shop. Man and it cost 40 bucks.
i was... damn if its cheaper by 10 bucks amybe i can consider. i love it.
Its hot wearing red shorts man. Looking at other stuffs, one thing that puzzled me was why the shirts were actually more cheaper than the shorts!

i also saw the new Yonex series Acsaber.
Acsaber10 was in flamery red! its sexy so does the price.
i like Acsaber9 better. it was pink with white. it look girlish but still it was coll absolutely.
but dont think about it when i looked into my wallet and the price tag.
nearly 400 bucks.

128

2008-12-01T01:02:00.004+08:00

went for the training at Shangrila. it's quite lame during the 3.5hours when it was supposed to be 2hours only.
Alvin the person in charge was perventic when he started off with a dirty joke.
he introduced us all those company history,culinary stuffs and table chairs. when came to table.

"you know what is long and what is short? Guys before you watch XXX, thats short; after watching XXX, it is long."

i was already giggling all the way when he mention XXX. Others i dont think much people knows and dont get the joke.

if thats is the case. we can also compare the hardness with that theory.

Next was lifting the oval tray with about weight of 20kg with one hand and walk around the ballroom. its seem fun but not easy. Some fellows drop their tray. there's this Hwa Chong fellow whom was so big sized and said he was volleyball team drop his tray. seem so.. useless?

lying on the bed when playing will easily make me drowsy. so i moved out my desktop out to the living room. it was cool lying on the sofa. and another reason is that the computer sound is being outputted to my home theatre system. it was awesome with the rocky surround effect.

if a 20" small flat panel cant satisfied me. i love to switch to my TV moniter.
How to describe? the feeling is totally different as compared when u look at computer panel. Imagine lying on the sofa when the mouse near you.
i had a webcam conversation with my mother and it really looked like businessman's style. just sit on the sofa looking at the TV and talk.
When watching youtube shows, its just like watching TV.

i think my computer will remain this state for the next few days untill my father came back. and everything will be back to normal.

127

2008-11-28T22:43:00.001+08:00

it looks funny holding such a long bamboo sticking trying to poke the squash ball.

126

2008-11-28T22:23:00.005+08:00

today is friday and i just remembered that i need to help my dad to start his car's engine for some moment.

these are the paddles. one was used to accelerate , and the other one is to brake and the third one i dont know was for what use. and i am supposed to step on that one.

so the engine just starts and i had to stupidly sit inside there for some moments.

i was thinking to try out this one.haha. but being a good boy. of course i didnt.

what if i stepped hard on the accelerator paddle. The front wall must be nice to bang.

by the way the car's steering wheel wasnt that simple to turn as what i think when i see my father. it's quite hard actually when u need to overcome the friction of the ground.

tonight i spent about 2 hours watching TV. it's a miracle. it the first time since dont know when where i could lay at the sofa with the remote control in my hand.

it's simply boring.

125

2008-11-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to sumo house again.like 3 times in 2 weeks. i think sooner or later i will get to know the lady boss. no agenda though.

and i sat in the way that i seemed to be the leader of the gang. An extra seat at the side of the rows of table.

"you sit there because you will be paying later"

No man, i just spend hell lot the day before buying all those eating stuffs.
pringles, potato chips, chocolates and some other stuffs which i cant remember.
my basket was full of junk foods.

today the lady boss was nice. giving us 16 bucks worth of fried prawn? i still love sumo for its cheap value but nice food.

Went home after that.
Like other days, as usual at Causeway , those surveyers just cant stop asking for survey.
but this time was more interesting. ya kinda of interesting.
and in my experience i think this surveyer is a new one.

i dont know whether is it because of nervousness or blurness, the conversation started with question which poly i am currently studying in when i was just wearing my PE tee. i really really wonder why i was seemed as a poly guy.
I AM A GOOD JC BOY.
i was like err while looking at my shirt. realising the silliness,that person laughed.
we continued for like about 5 minutes. rather long in the open area where people were walking.
But worth mention were some lame questions.
Questions like going clubbing, having girlfriend .. were thrown on me. i was like

" are these included in the survey? why so private and personal?"

"No no no, i just want to know more of you because you kinda look like one of my friend"

Oh please, i know the usefulness of this sentence for surveyers.
and also dont know why some questions were asked twice and alway end up laughing when i look with "huh?"

124

2008-11-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

if anyone ask me what"s the most important value when doing things. It should not be attitude. However i feel that passion is real thing that matter. With passion for goals,you will definitely display good attitude towards it.

I would not say that i did not care about squash. Its just that i dont have that strong passion for it. I guess that one of the likely reason why i didnt train that hard and in return i didnt managed to play well.
However that wont make me sad. Because i know even that is not my cup of tea. I wont drink it after i taste it. So i guess i wont really carry on training it after next year.

The team went for lunch at sumo house after that and on the way. Wallace was being naughty. He wanted to follow the tennis babe onto the bus.and when i told him that wasnt the bus to where we are supposed to go.
"who cares where it goes.." i was like hahaha.

123

2008-11-23T21:13:00.003+08:00

it had been 2 days since i was alone!
its kinda tiring. i had to wash up my own dishes if i eat anything and clothes and to throw into the washing machine and dry them myself. alot of stuffs had to be done.
Haha.at least its a good experience.
i am only left with 300 bucks for the next 2 weeks.

should be enough.

yesterday went Shangrila Hotel, supposedly to bring those fellows to there for interview and then for my training. when i went in, i thought no one will recognise me and some fellow called me over.
they said to me that the training time was earlier at 1pm not 4 pm. i was like... how the f was that and how come no souls tell me that.
some others who were also misinformed subsequently came in.
its like quite a waste of time.
so those fellows went in for the so call training which is basically craps.
i waited a while outside, thinking that it will be short. after a while i decide to go home instead.

Then something amusing happened. As i was wearing very formal with black pants long sleeves shirt with leather shoes. look like some kind of businessman. haha not joking.
then got one person approached me with a board or something in the hand or something.first thought was that it probably is a survey.
so it goes:
"Hi, excuse my name is blah blah.May i know you're Mr?"
offering the hand for a handshake."

"Steven"

then continued

"Oh i see, so are you working?"

haha, i was like.. i looked at that person.as i was holding on to my wallet, i took out my blue Ez-link card and let the person to have a look.
She was like.. shocked?

"ohhhh, so where are you studying?"

i dont feel like carry on so i told her that i am in a rush and i hastily walked away.
How could she mistaken a good student for a working adult. it doesnt show that i am old. it just appear that i look mature when dressed properly! to the opposite sex..!
it simply had been proven.

Now i had a bad wound near the hip bone. A terrible wound that exposed my flesh.
it was f pain. especially when i dripped only a small drop of some medical oil on it. i felt like screaming. it was like pierced by thousand of needles.

122

2008-11-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

21/11
I didnt know is it a good day or a bad one. The day before i was feeling kinda lost. Never had this feeling for a long time. Sometimes things really just do not happen in the way that u like. Especially when you are so excited about it. This teaches me to not have such high expectations.
I do not want this feeling anymore however i will still try to (censored).
The issue doesnt involve any 0813 people. so i guess if anyone read it. Dont remember it.
After a dreadful night, which is one of the earliest i slept, i think i get over with it.

And today in the early morning 11 am, i was woke up by my father.
"wake up, i need you to help me do a favour when i am away,"
I was in lost with sloppy eyes.
"i teach you how to start the engine of the car so next time u help to start weekly."
I was like.. What the f?
For what?
I changed and followed him to the carpark. i learnt the proper starting of the car engine! It looks cool sitting on the driver seat. So now i am holding on to the car key.

My mum was telling me dont play play with it or the carpark will be in chaos.
Come on man, i am good. You might not know if i could learn to drivve in just one week and next time i may become a formula one driver better than lewis hamiliton!

Its about time to leave for airport. The feeling is very strange as in when last time when i was one going to travel, i would feel excited and happy but when i see my parents just now, is like so jealous?
How i wish.....
I decided to go with them though they told me that its not necessary as it will cost me alot of time. Changi airport is a great place, how will it be a time wasting trip?
Father"s friend came to pick up though its still his working time.
dont know for what reasons, the plabe qas delay for an hour. We came kinda of early and end up checking in early. Had spinnelle coffee before say goodbye. Bon voyage!

So now its time for me to leave. As its gonna be my first time taking bus from airport, i was kinda in lost. I was wondering where the cheapskate 858 going to woodlands. I could not find the berth. And stupidly i ask a lady. Then the bus just zoomed past me. The lady laughed and pointed.
Kinda embarrassing.
Mother make numerous calls from the airport saying the same things.
Nothing to do so went for badminton. noob deric so busy with chicks, ending up only me al and sb playing. Today i think my form was not bad. My legs seems to be faster. Which is what i want! I think maybe because of the court sprint during squash training.my legs seems lighter and not really that tired. Sparred 4 sets of single and unluckily it started to drizzle. Damn.
And it reminds me of the nanyang inter house games next year. I want mr leong to play! I want challenge him because i am not happy with him! I want settle the score with him again individually.and for floorball, i will be a solid defender. Smiles.

121

2008-11-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

no mood at all.

i dont want to say why neither i will tell anyone

119

2008-11-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

today, i went into G2000 with my mother. i find that the things there not really that expensive. 60 plus buck for a pant. suit is much more costly. i think i will like to buy one set.

Just went to have a haircut. i find my hair very annoying when i am playing sports. its so wet and keep distracting my vision. i guess the person who services me must be frustrated because i am too picky. but i respect their professionalism.

Tomorrow 0813 class chalet will starts. somehow myself also do not know why i am lazy to go. normally i will be excited about chalets or outings but this time round dont know why.

Parents will be leaving Singapore this friday afternoon. i think likely i will be going to send them off. God, for some weeks. i dont know if that will be a good thing or bad ones. And i havent got the time to shop the chocolates for my cousins and improtantly the 小不点. so i guess i would have to wait after chalet.

so this week likely will have time to rest.

118

2008-11-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

woke up at 12pm though i put my alarm as 9 am. it was tiring.
i just remember i will be having job interview at Shangrila , meeting Ron at 2 at Orchard.

we met outside at the entrance on the ground level. something funny happened.

One Angmoh approached me: " Dude, may i know where's Takashimaya?..."

i was like hmmm.. because i cant hear him properly with one earpiece inside my ear. Ron helped me answer.

Then i told Ron this shows i am more attractive and approachable than him.
Ron doesnt believe it. he bet with me that if the next minutes there's anymore people approach me, then it will really show i am good.

Haha, soon a lady come to me and show me an address with her handphone.
Wheelock Place! its was funny. Wheelock Place is like just just a few steps from where we are. after she was gone, i turned to Ron and laugh out.

" you see, Wheelock place is obviously so near and she still want ask me. Obviously want get my attention right? "

Ron will be sad!

Shangrila is damn damn ulu.

The lady in charge of giving the orientation during the interview seems so picky with me.
firstly when i want get the forms from her, she wanted NRIC and i didnt bring.
Then when handing to her. she checked and asked me to write my NRIC properly..

i was like... ok never mind.
then i made a stupid error.
there a section of filling the name of contact in cases of emergency.

for the name i wrote "mother". then the relationship i also wrote "mother".
it was like so...
i was wonder what's wrong with me, making this type of stupid mistakes.

and the superviser call for a talk and Ron kept on calling.. We were told to self introduce ourself. i guess he was trying to see how's our communication skills when he asked us to speak as clearly as possible.
i was the first to speak just because i say "Ladies first" when he asked who to go first...

After the touring around, it's over and next saturdays will carry on.
Then went Subway for some food as Sharon and her friend were hungry.

Those 2 are lame especially her friend Sharifah. talk so much! And we sat there crapping till 7 plus and now i am very tired.

117

2008-11-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

Just came back from the Singapore Poly.
In fact, the dance concert "Soul Serching" something something was all right.

i specially like the hip hop part. they're filled with energy. Very high.

but as for the modern dance part. Maybe i dont really understand its gracefulness. was rather boring to me.

i think girls who can dance are nice. Dancing makes them look attractive.

116

2008-11-06T23:13:00.002+08:00

Obama had won.
i like him more than MaCain though he's a black. but there's nothing with a black being an president whom promised a good future for the nation.
i watched his winning speech on Channelnewasia. Somehow he made a lot of promises.He wanted to change America. i hope he will, in a postive way.

i forget which afternoon when i went to school, while on the train, an old lady walk in with a lot of loads in her hands. Sitting now,i looked at her. i smiled at her and get up. She smiled back and sat down. i walk to the door and stand there.
what i feel disgusted was some people were in fact also sitting there happily. i dont like those teenagers who were either closing their eyes or chatting. Cant they see this old lady need seat more than them?
they probably wont die of tiredness even standing for soem minutes.Wont they want others to do the same when they are old too?

Today's squash was quite torturous. court sprint like f. i could feel my lungs in coldness due to lack of oxygen.maybe too long never train my stamina. i think now my 2.4km can shoot up to 11.30mins.Should i say its good that tomorrow's friendly with Meridian JC was cancelled because personally i dont think i am so prepared to spared with them. Joey said i have the strokes but not using my brain to play the strokes.
Time is running out. Top 7 will be at the end of this month, i cant miss a spot.
Mr Zhou,in his pink tee,ask me to teach him how to play after the training.i was like ... i still so weak , ask me to teach a teacher..

115

2008-11-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to school in the afternoon for OP Q&A preparation. i went there like waste of my time. Ron was planning for the chalet. That was good thing at least someone is willing to take up the job. I will be still considering until the last minute.

and ya i saw my result slip.
if i remeber correctly, it's EDECE with ranking point of 46.

it implies i still need alot of improvements for NUS.

Then Innova people call for LAN. i was like.. i wearing full uniform.so i went to AL's house for a shirt. Yi Yi is damn lame or should i say uncivilised.haha.he was talking so loud that sounds like going for a gang fight or those people in the market. i was telling him that it's public place,spare a consideration for others.

And he was so eager to play. we play amongst 9 people.

i lend the memory stick duo from SB to test out where exactly my PSP's fault is at. now i think is the memory card reader. i feel so frustrated. my PSP had always been on the desk for months with only sometimes bring it into the toilet.
and no it's faulty. i wonder if i should send it for repair. forget it.

Today, it's a great day. Project work is done. One of the subject which is utimately lame for students to take.
in the morning i saw Mr D had already wore his tie. For F?
he thought he would look handsome on it? i know there wont be any punishments for his stupidness.now i dont give a damn to him.i think he screwed his OP but i dont think i care.

Also, being the audience, a sweet voice caught my attention. out of all the presentation, i think i only pay attention to her.

And when having lunch at Causeway. i found out something. Victoria JC is a stalker JC. i saw groups of VJC students, guys and girls, finding people in the foodcourt. they sat and eat with those strangers. i saw like 10 + pairs of students.

i wonder what were they actually up to and for what?but too bad this group dont have any hot babes, so i think they should go back to their east side.

but somehow i find this Riverside girl very nice. especially her eyes.With AL showing his cheeky smile at me," why you keep looking at her?"

"it shows i am normal."

Tomorrow got to wake up early for a early Orchard walk. it's cool.
actually i need to do some important stuffs.
because parents will be away for quite some weeks for holiday on 21st. only left me.
and i need to help her apply some stuffs and also got to buy some gifts for cousins

114

2008-11-02T13:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday i saw again the ugly side of Singaporeans.

Singaporeans always care when talking about freebies when they actually could have patience to queue up for a bottle of free CoCa CoLa in which in other cases , i think they wont bother.

when the announcer annouce they could can just come up to get. i saw a swamp of Kiasus running up to the counter. its was so embarrassing.

Come on, its just a bottle of CoCa CoLa that wont cause more than 2 bucks. For what reason why do they need to run like some hungry dogs? It's not that they cant afford or the CoCa CoLa is nice but the unglamness is still there.

think of people in Africa.i guess most never even taste CoCa CoLa before. why cant the company bring these promotion over there? instead to these type of people when you thought that they would buy your products after they tried your free sample.
Please, that wont happen.

113

2008-11-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

just now heard from somewhere these sentence:

爱情就像一杯饮料

一个人喝会觉得苦

两个人喝会觉得甜

三个人喝会觉得酸

112

2008-10-31T00:19:00.001+08:00

Welcome To The Black Parade- My Chemical Romance

111

2008-10-31T00:06:00.003+08:00

maybe somedays i should rewatch all the series of Saw.

should i say it was fantastic? i was feeling damn thrilled when watching.

honestly, at some moments, i did want to close it as it too gore. Nevertheless i still curiously watch till the end.

i found something which i think everyone will also think in this way.

When an aeroplane is going to crash land into the ocean, people will probably thought of wearing their life jackets and inflated it with air so that later u wont sink. It was wrong!

in real situation, the correct way was to just wear it. when the plane crashed land into the water. get out of the cabin first before u inflate the lifejacket. Or else u were end up floating near the top of cabin.

110

2008-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

1.To find a woman you need Time and Money:

WOMAN= TIME X MONEY

2."Time is money":

TIME= MONEY

3.Therefore:

WOMAN= MONEY X MONEY

WOMEN= MONEY^2

4."Money is the root of all problems":

MONEY= (PROBLEMS)^1/2

5.Therefore:

WOMAN= PROBLEMS

these were nice equations. but i dont agree.

109

2008-10-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

On this Earth, there is this particularly one group of people which i feel they should not worth my time or maybe should not exist at all.

These people know their limits or worse some dont even know.
With their limited abilities, they should be more low profile.
But somehow this group of retards is just trying to be funny.

For eg. they are just like a block of ToFu charging into a solid rock.
I believe that was what some idiots do.

One must be able to know what they are able to do and what they cant do.
If you know you cant do, then do not attempt, or you will be like Nobel.

Nobel invented explosives, somehow in numerous attempts and stupidly end up in losing one limb. For what? And just because of his invention, thousands of Japanese babes were killed when the first atomic bomb was dropped by the Americans during the Japanese Occupation. he should know that he should stop when he failed his first time and that would probably save his limb and that thousands of Japanese babes.

Often people were told to try when they fail, but if God give these people this specific amount of abilities, they dont try to hope for more, just accept the fact that you cant do.

In addition, people with awkward physical appearances or maybe i should simplify:ugly, logically should be reflecting themselves in the mirror to understand the extent of ugliness that they are in.

They should go for the opposite sex in the same group as them rather than stupidly aiming for someone that just like trying to grab a star in the sky which obviously cant be done.But still there still people whose skin could be kilometres thick.If these people dont know how ugly they are, friends please help them.

Cosmetic surgeries are invented for purposes. But i believe these people should waste world's resources. Just accept the fact and carry on with lives.

Somehow it surprised me when some retards in fact could happily walk on the streets with their skinny jeans etc. Are they trying to show others the level of malnutrition that they undergo by showing their skinny legs?
And if government want to reach 6 million population by 2010, they should ban the sale of skinny jeans.
Retards thought wearing skinny look nice on them. Too bad to me, they are just too eye-piercing.

107

2008-10-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

我会骄傲的告诉你∶

我是名军人，我能感受得到我双肩上承重的徽章

105

2008-10-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

You Don't Have To Say You Love Me---- Ramiele Malubay

103

2008-10-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

These few days in fact were going to be boring one with the project working going on.

I guess due to the end of exam mode. There's no motivation in studying or reading any stuffs now. Results were be released tomorrow although i had already knew some of the marks. I wasnt satisfied with them and might be a potential retainee if tomorrow results happen to be disappointing again. What i could pray was that other could do as bad as me so i had a chance.

Last sunday i went to city to have dinner with some friends.we were lost in choosing what to have. Seoul garden was abit too expensive during the weekend dinner.sukae sushi werent tthat nice. So we have carl's juniors in plaza singapura. I ordered the superstar meal enlarged. I was kinda hungry initially and thought that this one meal wont be enough for me. after eating up the one burger which had a same as big as my palm. I feel bloated. Luckily i was told to eat the burger first rather than the fries because its ok to waste the fries but not the burger.

I had not play greay baadminton for the past few weeks. Havent enjoyed the momentum. And there will be squash too.

4.5 bbq gathering will be on this saturday at pasir ris beach i think but i was still consideing whether want to go anot. 'see first' will be the best rreply.

reccently, i was told to go for nus by my father. I was wondering whether i will make it anot through this hurdle.

102

2008-10-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

there always something that i want

and it's...

101

2008-10-14T22:33:00.004+08:00

RAMIELE MALUBAY

kinda like her especially her lips.

100

2008-10-08T14:24:00.002+08:00

while surfing the net for a question of the Physics paper, i came across this Youtube video which interests me. Subsequently, i watched all the videos from that uploader.

i was too engrossed in it that i didnt know that it was 3 am.

http://www.youtube.com/user/VibraciaX

99

2008-10-08T14:21:00.003+08:00

for those two families whom doesnt know me. You shall watch out in future.

if i ever know, i will hire Bangalas to torture your daughters and castrate your sons. I mean it. watch out.

till your kneel donw and pleaded.

98

2008-09-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

HALTED!

97

2008-09-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

this 4 weeks will be like a 200m sprint.

i want to finish it like Usain Bolt

96

2008-09-01T22:21:00.001+08:00

holidays begin , no i should say real studying should begins.

seriously i really dont want to take my A level in 700 plus days. i want it in 300+ days. neither do i want to be in 0913 next year or something.

so same word to myself like O level:

"先苦后甜"

Just now had lunch with Darren at the newly renovated Long John Silver. and i didnt expect him to be so... perventic? he looks at girls too. We were talking and laughing at this group of secondary school student with awkward hairstyles. We said that these people will definitely regret in future for their ignorances in enjoying their lives now rather than putting efforts in their studies.

went home for a good nap and went to sports hall. Unbelievingly i slept on the bus.
i was rather late. actually was feeling giddy.

then played with some girls and i feel very un-sportman, never help them pick up those out balls, although i already "let water".

just read some articles which reports some interesting sorry about Lin Dan. i was still searching Olympic final video on webs but it doesnt seems to be available.

95

2008-09-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

nice MV and dance.

its rare that i watch male MV

hehe

94

2008-08-31T23:12:00.002+08:00

just now at Causeway interchange while waiting for 911, something funny happened.

i lied againt this handrail waiting,

there's this little girl , 6 or 7 year old cute girl, she was wearing skirt.

dont know for what reason she raised her right leg and rest on the handrail.

somehow her father say:

"hey dont do this..."

i was like... ahaha

93

2008-08-31T14:15:00.002+08:00

30 Aug was a good 6.3 gathering thanks to Jinyu

i havent meet my primary school friends and teachers for years.

some of them changed alot while some of the looking still the same.

the first thing to do was to write some greeting for the teachers and this was one of the things that i hate most. i was like just keep writing the word:

Happy teachers' day and all the best!

after that went for dinner at Ajisen in IMM. it was a long table for about 20 of us.

i dont know what to eat.

crapped alot during the dinner.

they decided to play pool after that and our dear 3 teachers also followed us along too. teachers played also and Ms Lim played not bad as a few timer. most of us played but i didnt touch. i dont want to display my noobish style. the girls are really camwhores, taking n photos. but at least its good to have camwhore friends than those quiet kind.

by the time we played finished, it was like 12.30am. they decided to spend overnight for sharing session.so we find seats at the Macdonald and camp there. we play some mini games and talk whatever that can be talked.

i think the most funny part of the day is the part where my this female classmate which i dont know how to speel the name got punished for the 'truth OR dare' game.
she was asked to do catwalking seductively from far away towards the Macdonald glass door and paste her onto it where there's this Macdonald guy who was cleaning the glass.

the Macdonald guy reaction and facial expression was damn funny. he stopped wiping the glass and stonned for a while when that girl paste onto the glass.
it was really a dramatic ROFL moment

so we basically spent 5 hours there waiting for early trains and bus services.

although it was a tiring night but i think it was a meaningful event. i enjoyed it and feel silly when i took so long time to consider whether want to go anot. but for sure next time i will definitely go again.

92

2008-08-31T13:50:00.002+08:00

i forget to post about the return back to Riverside on Friday.

well i bought some flower for the teachers and the important thing was that we are in a rush so we helped the flourist to wrap the flowers. so the flowers should be meaningful.

my teachers were still the same:

Mdm Jo was still as cheerful and friendly like last time.

Mr Radha still having his tsunami hairstyle and his accent.

Ms Tan is still as cute as before. she thanks for the message that i wrote her. i talked the most with her.

Mdm Leow still an encourging teacher who talk a lot of sense with us.

Mdm still as busy as usual.

time was short so we didnt stay long.

i went to AL house after that to wait for those bastards for lunch.

and they decided to go to Ang Mo Kio LAN after that.

i was like...
Ang Mo Kio is a sick place for me

i havent gone to LAN shops for months and i dont want to play since i already quit for months.

never since i had to destress abit so i went home to change clothes.

however i never touch, i only watch them play.

90

2008-08-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

Today is Teacher's Day and i wished all teachers.

went to NYJC　in the early morning. the students organised some teachers-students activities. our class took part in the Tug-O-War with Mr Toh and Ms Theresia.
Ms Theresia was damn cute and she report for the game she say,

"you sure you all find the correct person to play this?"

Mr Toh was the man,

"i think i will be the anchorman"

the game was carried out in muddy field and i wear some normal shoes. i didnt expect the rope used for the game was so long and thick that we had to wear gloves.

the game started and when the referee asked us for position ready, i was like ...

i could feel the tension, those guys at the opposition were like already pulling...

the war started and i was infront pulling like mad. my legs were like 130 degree split. and one stupid thing was that i actually used my left hand to pull the most with my right hand doing nothing much work. i feel silly.

suddenly we were pulled forward and this is because the last man Mr Toh had fell. i also fell down into a pool of muddy water. lucky i was fast enough to react if not i guesss i need to go for a bath.

it was funny when i saw Mr Toh jean was so dirty with all mud.

then Louis the commentator for the game shout through the PA system,

"Mr Toh is wet, Mr Toh are you okay?"

i was walking with Mr Toh and was like , ahaha.

but must not deny that he really played very well.

Ms Theresia only got her legs dirty abit. in fact i want to see her fall down.

so overall i believe it was a enjoyable and meaningful game even though we didnt win.

89

2008-08-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

我喜欢-周蕙

第一次流下眼泪
第一次后悔
第一次没有人安慰
那不曾有过的感觉
莫非这就是爱
莫非这就是思念
第一次无力面对
第一次妥协
第一次不想说再见
我望着你渐渐走远
泪已不知不觉的坠
我喜欢这种感觉
酸酸的感觉
像柠檬搅拌着蜜糖滋味
有一点烦恼反而觉得更好
燃把火在心里烧
我喜欢这种感觉
轻飘飘的感觉
听过你道晚安才能入睡
有一点无聊却又觉得很好
明知道已无可救药
却停止不了

one of the nicest song that i had heard in this few months.

very rythmic.

88

2008-08-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

i am pretty disgusted by someone.

it's such a selfish act and one of the ugliest person that i have ever.

a person who only care about own interests.

i admit sometimes i am that kind too, however i see this person having this kind attitude.

i should not bother about it since that person dont worth my time neither do i want to waste time on.

87

2008-08-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

一个人遗憾 - 同恩

永别了我的爱
我还不能习惯
没有你的存在
回到无声角落
冷的快要想不出
你曾给我的温暖
永别了这份爱
我害怕你孤单
却不肯留下来
当爱总在恶梦中被修改
我不想哭的像个小孩
一剎那无奈
好过一次次失败
一点点愉快
要用一生来感慨
一个人遗憾
好过被世界推开
你安稳的睡吧
我慢慢让泪停下来
04. 一个人遗憾 (片尾曲) - 同恩
永别了这份爱
我害怕你孤单
却不肯留下来
当爱总在恶梦中被修改
我不想哭的像个小孩
一剎那无奈
好过一次次失败
一点点愉快
要用一生来感慨
一个人遗憾
好过被世界推开
你安稳的睡吧
我慢慢让泪停下来
一剎那无奈
好过一次次失败
一点点愉快
要用一生来感慨
一个人遗憾
好过被世界推开
你安稳的睡吧
我慢慢让泪停下来

my primary school memories.

i still remember how i took badminton and how i love it so much.

i started holding badminton racket at primary 3.

but during primary 4, i play with my friend who live near me almost everyday after school. and through this friends i knew some other people and we play badminton together.

and this girl gradually catch my attention. at that time we all are noobs. but we enjoyed playing.there are days when we play till night.

eventually, i liked this girl. and in fact that was one of the most regretful thing in my childhood.
i knew she liked me too when during my birthday she gave me something interesting.

maybe that time i was too young and ignorant. i didnt do too much. maybe was feeling happy inside my heart.

and since moving house after primary school. i didnt manage to play any badminton woth them anymore. and i was rather sad.

86

2008-08-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

weekly update:

let me think what had happened over the week.

i remember keep saying Sharon as airport runway and Serene as washboard n times, sorry no offence.treat it as a joke.

but i believe females with a certain mass in front will be at least nicer. hehe

Maths teacher want to borrow my waterbottle to have a drink during class

and before that,

"are you a playboy?"

i was like... i am a good innocent boy. ahehe

friday was women table tennis semi final between Li Jiawei and Zhang Yining.

televisions in school broadcasted the live match. i could see people camping in the canteens and outside lecture theatre, cheering when Li scores.

just nice it was time for Physics lecture. i stopped outside lecture threatre to watch the game even though its already late. by the way many were there too. all were more interested to watch the game.

on thursday GP tutorial, there are guests for Mdm Ainon lesson, the lesson was a usual- funny , unsleepable.
"... come show me China power..."

somehow that's what i heard from her when she call me to answer some question. some funny comments. she never change her teaching style despite there were guests. and the guests i believe were laughing most of the time.

at the end of lesson, we ask her to sing happy birthday song for Zhixiang.

however,she asked Zhixiang"

"Are you twelve years old?"

friday had dinner with father's friends. because something happen in their work.

after the dinner, i believe people had to change views on Banglas.

from what i have heard from them. Banglas are more hardworking and are able to think and react quick.

Three Chinese people can only do 1 task in 3 hours but a Bangla can do 7 tasks in 2 hours.

i feel that in fact Banglas are not bad in nature. i still remember dont know which year Christmas, we were having lots of fun on Orchard Road, snow spraying people. Targets are Banglas.

One of us will initiate by spraying at one Bangla. If that Bangla spray back, whole group of us will all go to him and bleach him "white"

85

2008-08-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

i really hate her.

she keep making me see her pictures and videos n times.

83

2008-08-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

努力中，坚持中，享受中

82

2008-08-18T00:49:00.003+08:00

"he's a freak..."

" this is best match that i had ever seen..."

these were some of what the commentators for Lin Dan's game had said which i remembered.

what to say about this game.

i think it was somehow intertested but not to much extent.

it was impressive when i see Lin Dan today play like.. 101% condition. but i didnt see a tough fight between the two which disappoints me because i didnt manage to see beautiful dives.

frankly, excitement were there when watching, not as much than watching Jiang Yuyuan.

meanwhile i saw funny comments on badminton forums.

" the match was not fair, Lee Chongwei was a human, and Lin Dan was a god..."

" Lee Chongwei cant play with a machine at the opposite side..."

i love the last moment

i believe i was smart enough to know that Lin Dan will cry and do his trademark army salute when he wins. but what was surprising was that he throw his winning shoes to the supports, rackets too. i was like... can i go and catch?

a hero without shoes.

81

2008-08-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

while i was waiting for Lin Dan VS Lee Chongwei, i watched the women floor exercise final. i suddenly remeber that Jiang Yuyuan taken part in this event. Oh, i feel happy.

this event her strongest opponent were the two from USA. she was the third participants. she had done her moves perfectly with the crowded cheering on. in fact my heartbeat was pumping relatively faster when watching. what does this prove. she had become my new idol. only people i like i would have that kind of abnormal feeling.
her score was 15.350 which i believe could be higher. i was like very very depressed. was emotional when watching her sit down there looking at the scoreboard despite that she smiled at the camera.

her gracious smile .

but she came in 4th. good for her forst time

i believe you can do better! GO Jiang Yuyuan!

80

2008-08-17T14:53:00.003+08:00

weekend is over.

today will be Olympic badminton men's single gold medal match between Lee Chongwei and Lin Dan. it had been a four year wait. i am happy that Lee Chongwei got into the finals because then Malaysia TV1 will be broadcasting so i could get to see.

the winning will be 50-50. despite Lin Dan having the crowds supporting. the winner will be the one making lesser unforceful errors.

definite i hope my hero Lin Dan win and see whether he's going cry or maybe i hope he will do his famous trademark which he had not done for a long period, an army salute.

of course a good show should be expected.

79

2008-08-17T03:26:00.002+08:00

http://2008.qq.com/a/20071214/000140.htm

definition of cute and beauty.

78

2008-08-17T02:32:00.000+08:00

damn cute.

jiang yu yuan

2008-08-16T03:27:00.003+08:00

Jiang Yuyuan,16

this girl is cute.

she had something special which i cant describe.

her smiles and the way she speaks.

i noticed her when watching Olympics gymnastics.

i like her dancing part.

good that she won the women team event. but i feel sad that she didnt win the individual all-round.

hehe

76

2008-08-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

i saw Fish Leong look alike lady again just now.

She sat beside me when we were having dinner.

How to say, a very strange feeling.

Her eyes were like... wonderful as if they could speak words.

she ate while i watch her eat.

How could i wish.....

75

2008-08-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Beijing Olympic 2008!

its on the way. i watched the Opening ceremony, it was not bad. the performances are boring but overall its nice.

the fireworks were awesome when it was lighted along the whole street.

74

2008-08-07T21:35:00.001+08:00

national day is coming. but i dont feel any pride or anything.

this video is nice. i like the moment when the soldier started raising the flag while the national anthem starts...

73

2008-08-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

does someone near me look like her?

i want you!

72

2008-08-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Report says SingTel will be launching iPhone at the end of this month.

i just cut my hair and its looks funny. pretty short, look odd maybe due to long term of long hair.but feels cooler.

Riverside Alumni send an email asking ex-Riversidian to write greetings and wishes for teachers for Teacher's Day. i wrote for Miss Tan. was thinking to write another one for Mdm Jo.

Today, i knew Ms Emily drove a 130K Mercende Benz. she's rich. she told me her brother own companys which train aircraft engineers, air stewardess and all those when i asked her.i was what the...

"Can lend me your car?"

Tomorrow is Nanyang Badminton Open. Happy that i can showcase my 'manly' skills but sad that there is no singles category. i think i cant dive much with my elbow and knee injuries. i dont want to kill any more cells. Go! even if cant win the 1st, at least 2nd.

71

2008-08-02T12:49:00.002+08:00

now i found that math's Reoccurrence series and Mathematic Induction were not as hard as i thought.

Sitting beside Darren during Maths was good. he is able to teach well.

Play tchouball and my knee bleed again. parade square was stained with my blood. the wounds were disgusting with small holes.

Sharon was good. She got banged by the ball twice which were thrown by some dragonboat fellow. i think the ball hit her chest but she say hit her shoulder only. That would be pain if the thing flatten.

She later asked me
" want the cup need upsize? "

what cup?

i thought is that girl's cup before she told me it was the MacDonald's Olympic cup

...

in the evening, i went to consult Ms Theresia for chemistry's chemical reaction. i found out that i dont have any question to ask her. so i chao after sitting there for a while.
She say:
" so fast go home har? u sure you no question to ask har? so i expect u to score 20 out of 30 for monday's test har"

... if i pass i will be happy enough.She's cute.

70

2008-07-31T21:20:00.001+08:00

WoW!

69

2008-07-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

was rather dissapointed with the Maths lecture test this morning.

cant do some, no time to complete, dont know whether some answers were correct.

chem lecture will be coming next monday so i guess is time to consult teacher.

during the GP tutorial, i had a good time laughing at the videos. Seriously i think he's a retard bastard. Why cant he go his ways and stop stalking us.

by the way, today Nanyang's " The Hunt " i feel it was not really that nice.

i wont say about the guy's side. but i think that the Miss Nanyang looks nice, but there are some others who i feel maybe look more beautiful.

no offence. maybe it really require a lot of courage to stand in front of so many people.

However , i think Student Council still put up a good show.

In addition, i saw a damn nice pair of eyes today after school. Her eyelashes were not artificial and looks very nice.

68

2008-07-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Welcoem To Bejing!

67

2008-07-19T16:46:00.002+08:00

time flies, week by week, its July now.

mid year was over, coming up next will be the Promo

yesterday was one of the most tiring day since this year. since 10 am, we were all playing games till 2pm. after one hour of econ lecture played badminton in the hall for abt one hour too.

i saw Mr Toh came into the hall too right after i start playing. Wow he was rather good in badminton. i keep on thinking of Maths whether i saw him. ahehe

reached home at 9 pm. played awhile of games and fell into a deep sleep.

woke up at 12pm this morning, when my mother asked me accompany her to bank and for lunch.
was rather tired to go library today.

maybe too tired to go anywhere.

66

2008-07-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

classic Lin Dan's play

i hope i could do this.

65

2008-07-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

i am sad

i am damn sad

i break Shengbao's racket string today.

i am down with bad luck recently.

yesterday break my own Armortec was already damn sad now...

somemore my wallet was quite tight. Z.Z

i guess probably i had to help him go Queensway restring,mine too on friday most likely after school.

after badminton Cheeseburger want dinner at foodcourt.
one damn funny thing happen. it was dinnertime so there many people.No seats were available.then got these group of Myanmar people walked near us.then AL overhead his fellow countrymen coversation in Burmese.
One of the Myanmar guy point to the mirror in the foodcourt and told the other guy that there's seats over there.

ZZzzzZZZzzZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZzzz

but the other guy then told him it's mirror reflection.

"Myanmar dont have mirror or school never teach reflection?" that's what i told AL.

that guy is like... dumb?

not only that, i think i overtired my back muscles. my back was feeling like. cant even mobile my neck. kinda pain. i think i did too much overhead shots in these 2 days. so i guess i probably need to rest. there's squash training on wednesday so i must be fit before that. i hope so.

tomorrow was Youth Day. i think i better stay at home. or maybe i should go library to study.nowadays time is money.

another scene i got to mention. yesterday i saw an Angmoh.he's like damn tall.he walk into the MRT and he had to lower his head down alot. he stood beside me.

"Are you trying to humiliate me?" that what i think. i moved a distance from him.

then i saw him standing under the aircon. it was funny. his nearly bald head was just just just under the aircon. the cold air blows on his few strands of golden hair.

i was like... laughing...

it's wrong to laugh at people . that one thing that i keep on committing.i cant stop laugh at other people.

64

2008-07-06T00:24:00.002+08:00

Past is history

Everytime i sit down alone without doing anything, i always think of promotion examinations in September.

what i want really? what i have to do?

Maybe i should carry on with my secondary school lifestyle anymore...or should i say must not.really it's time to change.

woke up early in the morning, was slpy. afternoon went to Yishun with Cheeseburger to buy his contacts. was rather boring until i saw this girl. i didn't look at her initially in 962 bus.but when i was getting down the bus.

"looks familiar,"

i think i am 60% sure that shes from NYJC and that's not the important thing. important was that she's hot! really wonder was it that hot girl that i cant stop looking at. S.S

Cheeseburger got a normal contact but i dont like it blue outline. was very obvious.
i can see that there's many people wearing lens now.

i dont know whether i am so influential. But i think my purple is still the nicest.
You may not agree with me but that's my preference.

evening was having badminton games as usual. 3 things happened,

1. My Armortec racket string burst. that was the most significant of the day. i am sad. sad that i dont know when i will have time to restring it.

2.Some fellow or should i describe as ballless faggot throw some water bomb from high up into baminton courts. its all right for them to throw them but at least come down and state the purpose. is it that my body was too hot and they cant take it?

Or is it that we play too well and they desperately need a court to play but were too shy to show their noobish style in front of us and use this type of underhand to chase us away from the court?
one of them nearly hit me. and another one nearly hit a girl.

3.i slided my one layer of skin off again. pain Z.Z
thats the reason why i dont like to play on ground courts.diving was pain....

when i reached home. i thought there some important event going on. there's 2 whole plates of strawberries and cherries.

Awesome.