Sunday, December 14, 2008
today went to Changi to fetch my mother.
the timings on the showboards were showing different timings. At first i saw was 3.40pm, i was like so late? when it was still one hour away. Thinking there might be a flight delay, i was thinking of going to T2 for a bite, then i saw another one showing the correct timing.
so i just have some coffee and finish it.
i waited outside the bely and some stranger approached me and asked whether i am brother of someone whom i dont even know.
i saw my mother. Unrecognisable.She had became fatter.seriously much more than before she left. She must be fed.
Though she appeared to be happy, i know hours before this, she must be crying. i can gaurantee that. She cant overcome the emotions of leaving her sister and her mother who had been taking care of her for the past few weeks.
If i am a guy who cant overcome that kind of feeling, i doubt my mother will.
it just remember everytime, my tears just cant really stop. that's the only time i realised i am crying.The feeling is worse than injuring yourself and bleeding.
& TILL THEN
12:59 AM