Good Boy;
[c]d4rkang3l
Wednesday, December 31, 2008


Man in yellow



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1:43 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

I lost my house tee at the woodlands sport hall when rushing home to go for the chalet. So i guess i got to get another one when school reopens. kinda of stupid.
good luck to whoever that happens to take my nice tee.

My father asked whether i need a ride. i wanted actually but i think i wont want to bother him.
When we reached there, they had almost done with their class BBQ, but i managed to get some chicken wings!
AL was being retard for laughing when i stared at Huishan and he happened to see that.

As for the chalet, the moral of it is not to play too much.
My whole arms are feeling the surge of pain.Probably due to the 120 bowling balls that were thrown. and the struggle with SB.

the lady at the entrance was lame when i asked her for a chop because mine wasnt that obvious. She chopped once. Then i said can chop somemore anot. Then she happily chop our arms like a machine.

we seemed to be like fools when we actually play this ball throwing games in the arcade. it was supposedly meant for the kids and its really embarrassing to see us crowding around the screen and violently thrown the balls at it.

those fellows nearly want to wack me for not silencing my phone when it rang "if i were a boy...." umpteen times in the morning.

For dinner, initially we thought of going this famous Korean BBQ chicken restaurant. We even ask the manager to get us a chair for us. when we go through the menu, we found that nothing was special and the price is rather high. we were discussing how are we going to leave this place. should we get a cheapest drink and left or just leave like this.
it was embarrassing.

then we went to this Hong Kong restaurant at the E!Hub which i seriously discourage people to go.
the food was not bad. quite nice.the food price can be more reasonable.

but the service is rather slow. or maybe due to our hunger.
thats not the worst case. the manager of the shop is crap. he's like some loanshark going after people for money. Just when we got our food, he stand beside our table asking us to pay.
Come on we are hungry like hell , cant he wait for us to finish then we settle the bill. he gave some stupid reason like he need to do the accountancy.

i was like that was likely to be lame shits.its not as if we will run without paying.
when he say it was 80 plus, we were like ..

i take over the bill and look. Fuck the restaurant man.
10% service charge and 7% GST was like eating up 10+ bucks.
i had nothing against the GST but the 10% service charge was unreasonable.
it is not as if the chair or table was high class or what. neither the waitresses were some hot babes or something. it just seems to be like a noob place.

Never mind we just paid to drive him away.
we ended up sitting there for sometime, taking our times to eat since we paid so much for the service charge.
i dirty the bill folder with some sauce and Abel stupidly rub some fries on it, i was like haha.
We basically messed the restaurant up abit, throwing fries around, dirty the table.
Dont care.

When i came home this afternoon, i fell asleep throughout the whole journey. people will be shocked by the way i sleep. Of course the bus was crowded at that time.
i simply lied on the 2-seater seat and put my legs on the windows.

the first thing i reached home is put down my stuffs and jump on my queen size bed.
i slept for 6 hours!

when i woke up, was feeling energetic.so wore my running shoes and choing for running.
hah there's this NS fellow seems want to challenge me. when i just start running. he was in front of me. he was running slowly. i overtook him and for no reason, he was like chasing me.
i saw him choinging after me and i increased my speed and he chased a while and stopped.
Come on i just slept 6 hours. I am like a machine with full throttle power. haha



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1:03 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, December 21, 2008
had a hard time sleeping yesterday night. My mum changed my pillow and it just feel unusual. was sleeping in ways that normal human beings dont.

went for badminton just now. it had been a week since i didnt touch my racket and having the three days of squash friendlies.
Seriously i think i still prefer badminton over squash. one of the reason is because i can easily get to play badminton and squash is like no where to play nearby.

and of course, one will definitely love the game that you are good at. of course i will take squash training seriously.

if i was asked to join CCA again i will still stick to squash. simply because i really want learn this new stuff.

today, i think i was playing fine though never touch the racket for so long time. but the sense of touch for shuttle is still there.
i guess if i maintain this form, it should be enough for next year's game.

when i get home, i realised my mother had specially waiting to cook for me. just a meal for me. i was wondering whether what they had have when i was not around.

then she asked me whether i want something.

it not the problem whether i want anot, its a problem what was it.

she took out something which looks funny.
a palm size rectangle leather with a stainless steel metal clip attached to it.

"what is this?"

she said it was used as kind of wallet to keep money. thats what most business people who dont like bulky wallet now.

i look again. it was rather cool. but i purposely said why she gave me a wallet when she dont give me much money.
but that simple thing cost not cheap man. 50 bucks.
she said the shop gave her as freebie when she bought some suit for others.

i see.so it just a freeie for me only.
but it's good to have at least better than nothing.

so i guess i still forget about the purfume that i supposed to buy for her.
now it's my turn to hurt my pocket

Liverpool down 0-1 to Arsenal



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11:52 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

LISTEN - BEYONCE



Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen....

[Chorus]
Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

[Chorus]

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..
my ownn...



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11:43 PM
[c]d4rkang3l



this was awesome.
Beyonce's live singing ability was like godly..
She's one of favourite and best female singer following Kelly and Rihanna.



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1:53 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, December 18, 2008
wednesday went East Coast park for BBQ gathering. i didnt turn up early for those skating or bowling. Kinda tired the night before talking on phone with Michelle till early morning.

they wanted to stay overnight outside to play but some of us doesnt agree.Anyway the next day i had reach school by 8 am so i am also one of them.
We saw police car patrolling in the park and play some tricks with them.

We made it to the last bus.

Then went home and bathe. still just cant resist ,i phoned Michelle again. She talk very cute. and it end up till 4 am. I already thought of not sleeping.

the next day i could hardly open my eyes.
We meet up with the SRJC people at AMK and we seem like tourist guides.

but seriously i think they are also friendly people when we can actually talking along well and joke with.
We exchanged number.

After the game we went for the movie Twilight. i feel asleep in the midst of the show because i was really very sleepy.

but before the show, while i was queueing to buy the snacks, i created a lame scenario. i saw the girl staff nametag "Lovely"
i was like haha, that was a funny one.
i bet with John that if i said Hi Lovely and will at least smile or laugh, he shall treat me a drink, of course he wouldnt. but i still say when i buy.



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11:25 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Sunday, December 14, 2008
i think i had a serious problem.

i cant really express my confections for girl that i like.
it's a kind of feeling when i feel nothing to talk or a feeling of not wanting to talk in front of her.i dont know whether it is a problem of self-confidence or shyness.

i think talking or chatting to strangers on street is damn much easier than that. This shows that self-confidence is not a problem.

its a serious problem man.

I dont know but i guess many will have the same problem as me.

Most of us will try to direct their attentions to other things other than the person you like if you realise that she/he is looking at you. And when you know she/he is not looking at you, you will peep at her/him.
Exactly.

You know, often being told that being a guy must take the initiative to make the first step. It's true i know, a guy need to show his manliness.

Unless you are so of a good quality and the girl is fancinated by you.

so i think it actually very easy to guess who i like.
Not those who often talk with or want to talk with. It's the other way round. But it must be make clear that even that i didnt talk or never want to is because i hate the person to the core that i wont bother to waste a single seconds or single drip of saliva on them.

Never talk to the person that you like will probably make the opposition to think otherwise. That's the worst consequence of this problem.



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1:13 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

today went to Changi to fetch my mother.
the timings on the showboards were showing different timings. At first i saw was 3.40pm, i was like so late? when it was still one hour away. Thinking there might be a flight delay, i was thinking of going to T2 for a bite, then i saw another one showing the correct timing.

so i just have some coffee and finish it.
i waited outside the bely and some stranger approached me and asked whether i am brother of someone whom i dont even know.

i saw my mother. Unrecognisable.She had became fatter.seriously much more than before she left. She must be fed.
Though she appeared to be happy, i know hours before this, she must be crying. i can gaurantee that. She cant overcome the emotions of leaving her sister and her mother who had been taking care of her for the past few weeks.

If i am a guy who cant overcome that kind of feeling, i doubt my mother will.
it just remember everytime, my tears just cant really stop. that's the only time i realised i am crying.The feeling is worse than injuring yourself and bleeding.



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12:59 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Thursday, December 11, 2008
this few days was tiring.
i was rather busy with the work at Shangri-La.
so far i have done some nice events i guess

1. JJC prom night
2. Thai king birthday
3. CPF Board dinner&dance

and some other weddings.
not bad in fact when you getto meet high class people. very unique as in you will see the difference between them and those usual people.

i did say SR Nathan in some wedding where he was VIP. and it's like a great lesson when i learnt some Polish as the bride was from Poland.

and in some days, it was just too unlucky when you got a bad team. Especially when i was the IC and i was the only guy in the team.
i know what belongs to me then. Nothing none other than the oval tray.
Man, it was just because that Alvin saw me carry a few stacks of side dishes and said that his training was effective. And he just pulled me out to be IC.

so recently most of the time reached home at 1 plus. rather tedious.

the next day was like waking up at early 7 plus for school. i still played though my toe was missing a nail.

for godness sake, surveyers at Causeway Point are just flooded.

but you know, if people who dont look or seem nice i wont stop for them.

just now, i spent i think 15 min talking to a nice lady.

She introduced herselves whom was from Prudential or something like that.
initially i was wonder what the hell company was that then i realised

"Oh, i think i know, is it the logo with a woman with hairs.."
this seems to be a insulting reply.

then she requested for 5 min to explain some issue to me which in fact was 10 mins.
i thought was ok since i have time and she's so beautiful.

but it turns out to be like hell. she's talking about economics issues. i was like wtf? i cant even bother to listen to the lecture when it was so boring.
initially i wasnt concentrating when she was talking.

And for dont know why and how did she knew that i wasnt listening to her when she asked a question.
i was like " huh?"

she was smiling away, it wasnt a scolding or with an unfriendly tone but she just ask me whether i really understand what shes was trying to say.
for the next moment of course i paid my ultimum full attention.
for one simple reason, she was sweet.

throughout the conversation, she was smiling all the way as she was wondering whether i am really pay attention. but seriously i am.
those terms i can understand.

then she asked me sign up for some plan and she need my particulars. i was like ok, just give her what she wants.
i almost wanted to say my surname is Ham and my name is Burger when she asked for my name. but of course i am not so childish.

but she was like doubting me man when i give my name all those. she asked for my IC card man. Never mind i just give her. Then when come to handphone number, i really did forget what was my number. Really how am i supposed to remember my own number when i didnt dial it at all.
i was like " Oh shit, it was 9 something something.."
then she start laughing and asked whether i am really serious anot.
then she took out her phone and dial my number. she want check whether it was real one.
Come on man, its totally unnecessary to fake a number when a pretty lady asked for it.
then she say somedays she will ask me down for some explanation again and i tried to push away saying that i will not be free. Because i believe it will be rather boring sitting there listening, though the opposite is a pretty.
she said next week she will be there

"Oh really, then i guess i wont be walking here next week..."

she was like... still smiling



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9:15 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Friday, December 5, 2008
we human beings like to enjoy. of course including me.
if i want.. i will want the best out of it.




sick of this? No more man.

we shall change for better. Music are meant to be nice. To make it more nicer,



this is a better choice.
i see this antique being stored at my parents room for a long time. Since they dont want to use, come on, why waste resource?

This is great.



with these smaller ones at the corners of the room and with those 2 big ones in the centre. only one word to describle : awesome.

dont imagine what the effect would be like. because it cant be simply imagined. it is able to vibrate the floor.

moving such a big speaker is a headache. especially when the wires all entangled over each other.but i also didnt bother to split them so i just moved the whole chunk of it.
i spent 30 minutes to adjust the sound controller, to as to achieve the maximum performances!



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12:06 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
man 2 weeks had passed. its fast man.






look at the mess that i had. this looks like my camping area. either i watch TV or online here. eating was also done here.

And tomorrow my father gonna come back. so tomorrow morning got to clear man.

Just injured my smallest toe and it was bleeding like river flow when playing friendly with those Nanyang girls.
Man now i cant wear shoes because the nail had came off.



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11:48 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Tuesday, December 2, 2008
yesterday went to work. first day of work.
on the way on the MRT, there's this Uncle. he's kinda lame.

he asked me where i bought my bag. and i asked why and he told me that was nice.

i dont care.

had a nice dinner but i feel quite i had eaten excessively especially that plate of spaghetti. so creamy.

and damn it. my hair didnt meet the standard. it need to be gel-ed .but i dont use cheapskate gel. i only use wax. was still thinking a solution.
But yesterday was lucky because the event was JJC prom night night. so at least wont be that bad. not because like what Ron say got hot chicks but because these people are at our age range so at least i wont feel uncomfortable serving them.

to be honest my group was nice especially the lady.she taught me alot of stuffs. Thumbs up.

And it was kinda funny when i saw AungLatt break a big plate just in front of me when i was following behind him into the kitchen when suddenly a plate just fly off from his oval tray and splashed into pieces.
"Oh shit"

Theres also this fellow from other group went over to our station and asked me for a glass of coke. i thought he was going to give the guests. and the next moment when i went to the backstage, he was back facing me. drinking that glass of coke! i was like ... wtf?

Never mind i learned something new. then i go to my own station and take a glass too. just drank it and dont care.
reached home like nearly 1.

and early today in the morning , stupid Joey called me just to ask some simple thing.
woke up at 11 plus and was told to go SP. Initially i thought Joey told me to just watch the Nanyang Girl's school play, but she told me we are playing friendlies with them.
Crap man, i didnt bring my racket and my goggles too.

when i reached SP and saw John playing with one of the player,
" Shit, i shouldnt have come..."

Then Coach asked me play with their second single.
man i was like wtf? i just came and havent warm up properly.
in the end it ends with zero zero.
it was sad thing man. kinda embarrassing.
next time shouldnt play when havent get hot yet.

next was a girl which i dont dare to wack hard. Seriously, i dont use much force or energy to run around the court. so i just do dropshots, normal swings.
because i scared the ball might just ran into her.

the last one was a lame one. i like this one.
she keep saying sorry or thank you during the warm up.
i dont see any purpose behind for doing that.

she asked me if i was J1. Of course duh.
and when i started screaming when i missed a easy ball under my control, subsequently she also scream like... quite a number of times. i should have scream in the first place.

there are also quite a number of time when the game was paused due to the referee.
she's kinda lame:
"dont blame them, they are just sec 1s.."

i dived one time and that was just for show. but the court end up rather wet. she was like... laughing at that stream of sweat.

But at the end i was shocked when she told me she was only sec 2 when i asked her. i was like ...wtf?
her body size was like abit smaller than me, could be same as most of the JCs girls. i thought she's sec 4.
and i disturb her why her body size was so big. she was like.. lol
Man no offence.

i am just wondering why she's so mature. i didnt say shes fat. anyway i dont think she's fat seriously.
dont know why just like to disturb her.



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11:28 PM
[c]d4rkang3l

Monday, December 1, 2008



i saw this shorts at Far East Plaza in a Yonex retail shop. Man and it cost 40 bucks.
i was... damn if its cheaper by 10 bucks amybe i can consider. i love it.
Its hot wearing red shorts man. Looking at other stuffs, one thing that puzzled me was why the shirts were actually more cheaper than the shorts!

i also saw the new Yonex series Acsaber.
Acsaber10 was in flamery red! its sexy so does the price.
i like Acsaber9 better. it was pink with white. it look girlish but still it was coll absolutely.
but dont think about it when i looked into my wallet and the price tag.
nearly 400 bucks.



& TILL THEN
1:28 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

went for the training at Shangrila. it's quite lame during the 3.5hours when it was supposed to be 2hours only.
Alvin the person in charge was perventic when he started off with a dirty joke.
he introduced us all those company history,culinary stuffs and table chairs. when came to table.

"you know what is long and what is short? Guys before you watch XXX, thats short; after watching XXX, it is long."

i was already giggling all the way when he mention XXX. Others i dont think much people knows and dont get the joke.

if thats is the case. we can also compare the hardness with that theory.

Next was lifting the oval tray with about weight of 20kg with one hand and walk around the ballroom. its seem fun but not easy. Some fellows drop their tray. there's this Hwa Chong fellow whom was so big sized and said he was volleyball team drop his tray. seem so.. useless?



lying on the bed when playing will easily make me drowsy. so i moved out my desktop out to the living room. it was cool lying on the sofa. and another reason is that the computer sound is being outputted to my home theatre system. it was awesome with the rocky surround effect.



if a 20" small flat panel cant satisfied me. i love to switch to my TV moniter.
How to describe? the feeling is totally different as compared when u look at computer panel. Imagine lying on the sofa when the mouse near you.
i had a webcam conversation with my mother and it really looked like businessman's style. just sit on the sofa looking at the TV and talk.
When watching youtube shows, its just like watching TV.

i think my computer will remain this state for the next few days untill my father came back. and everything will be back to normal.



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1:02 AM
[c]d4rkang3l

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