many thing happened.

some was rather good but some were..

for CCA, i dont know what to choose now.

i guess i need to consult my CT for suggestions and advice.

i am kind of stuck in Councillor thingy.


i am quite worry if i join the council.

there will be dissatisfactory in my academic results.

i still feel i need at least some time to revise


...


and the camp was the second problem.

it doesnt look good at all like Orientations Camps or Level Camps. to me it's kinda army training.

there's quite alot of rules to adhere to.

pumping is unavoidable.

suffered 30+ pumping just only on the first briefing. it doesnt look good.



2 videos above are the NYJC mass dance. and councillors are supposed to dance that well enough.

it seems to be a challenge for me whom was dance like a solid robots.

dont blame me, blame my limbs.

NYJC Councillor Camp: 4th-6th April


Today was NYJC's Sport's Day. it was not as wonderful as i expected. it was just a morning event which last for only some hours.

there's only 3 events.

played modified frisbee and modified touch rugby.
was rather glad that we won both the 2 games.


i think most of the CT had played their parts. Cheering and playing hard.

and i realised there's some talents in my CT.

Win was spectacular in rugby. i think he should deserve applauds for his contribution. Sharon was like really a sportwoman.
the way she could play was like impressive. rarely see such a talent

my CT got a third in the whole J1 cohort.

happy?

i would be if that Mr L*w is present during the frisbee game, seeing own class got thrashed.

i guess most will want to too.

rather a tiring day.

ran 5 roundd and lucky within the time limit.

was extrememly hungry after that. had a plate of chicken rice before eating 2 bread.

and it was the the third one i had for the day.


attended the chess competition after lessons.

i dont know how to say.

it sounds bad but also not that bad.

the system was rather all right

for the first game. we like random shuffle players against.

i was against a guy. we chatted before we start.he was from China.

it worried me abit.

it was because i was like 1 and half year didnt touch a single chess game.

in addition, there's this timer clock which i was not used to it when i had to press after every move.

sometimes i forget to so wasted some time.

i won him not by killing but by time. his five minutes was up.


i was like okay. and this guy i believe was one of the organisers came to collect the time for readjustment.

'you only spend 30seconds?' he questioned me.

i looked at him.

and i think maybe because of him,

the next game i was arranged against this J2 chess club chairperson.

i didnt know him at first. but someone told me later.

i lost of course.

i at least managed to struggle with him for a while.

i made a fatal mistake at the beginning and was left defending all the way.

struggling hoping his time will be up. but his continuous attacks was ferocious.

it was a good game.

he say something which was rather good. and asked me if i had any CCA in mind or join the club.

i rejected him.

he asked if it is possible if i can go the selection if there's any competitions,even though i do not need to join the club or undergo the club's training. it sounds okay so i gave the number.


the third game was also a solid game. people say it's J1 chairperson.

for this game i also lost. i was daydreaming and found that i had make several minor mistakes. a good lesson to be learned.


for the subsequent games was all right. i was rather happy even though meet those 2 strong opponent i still managed to squeeze into top 8. it was supposed to be 4 rounds
,

however i dont know if the J2 chairperson was helping me or what. he requested for extra round when my winning streak wasnt enough to qualify.

nevertheless thanks to him.

but i guess the rest is not easy to deal with either. i guess i had to find someone for some practice before the finals next week


was tired after games. maybe brain was tired.

seriously and strangely, i dont know why people was keeping looking at me on MRT trains. i feel odd. i was wondering are there something wrong me?

is it my zip was not up? or something on my face?


nothing was wrong on me so i cant understand.

it's not i did anything that will catch people's attention.

i was merely standing there.


Nor did i purposely stare at any of them. they were the ones.

forget it.i closed my eyes, ignoring them.


it's time for running.

歌手：王心凌 专辑：红心凌


第一次我发现自己可以这么坚定
不管别人怎么关心我就是爱你
我知道这样的决定也许有一点点任性
我只是忠于自己
爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我还是会等你

别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你


爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的我还是会等你

别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你

别怀疑我为什么爱你
就像云恋风风恋着雨
其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习因为是你


lyrics was well written and well sang too.

i specially like the chorus part:



'dont suspect why i love you,

just like cloud loves wind while wind loves cloud

actually i dont understand the reason too

i think it's just like breathing

without any rehears, because of you!'

by the way .

PSP for online looks awesome.

really had a great time nudging people when i do not feel anything as they could nudge back.

rather good devices for online since my modem is like on 24/365 .when sometimes feeling lazy to switch on the computers.

Never Say Die


it really means alot.for whatever thing, we must never say:

DIE


currently feeling quite relaxed after reading the chemistry stuffs. all are understanderable.

if i still had time i guess i wanted to switch to physics for a while before going to school.


All i need is time.

just like this morning's physics test. it was like a rush.

i mean i dont have much time to think ' physic-ly' .for most question , i was like playing with maths equations. it more like thinking 'mathematics-ly'


for some question i thought was rather funny question. so trial and error using common sense.

i couldnt expect since i didnt study thoroughly enough.

nobody's at fault , its mine

all i could do is prepare for next which i do not know when will that be.

bought PE and House attire.

i love the PE shorts which was FBT. i guess it will look more cool if i wear a shorter ones. like those for badminton. House Tee was allright. i love the word

POWER

infront which looks daring.

i am feeling better for the past 3 days.

today supposed to be feeling the best for this whole two weeks.

woke up at 9.40 am with the help of alarm clock if not will...

like the past 2 days, 2.30 pm and 1 pm.

wash - up and went into BattleNet, wanting to at least have a game.

halfway during the game, my father say go out for buffet.

i had to make a choice.

Continue the game or go out.

feeling hungry , i followed him. but i didnt know he was having lunch with so many of his friends and family.

went to Jurong West where i havent been there for years.

it was Sakura. at least it worth to quit my game.

had a good lunch.

after that went home.

feeling hair was rather long and untidy. i went to have a trim

but i feel it wasnt really nice as compared with the last one.

then went to Woodlands Sport Hall for badminton game.

Uncle was really kind.

after a 2 hours,went home and i feel my body needs a run. so i ran. but when at 1 km mark. i couldnt take it. i feel the pain in my hamstrings.

tomorrow will be conducting a physics test. hmmm.

the chapters was all right .
if given enough time i guess pass wont be a problem.

so i had to pray hard. didnt really study that much. was having fun during the weekends.

i didnt want to do bad for this first test because it will certainly leave a bad impression for the tutor. that's what i feel.

let it be.

'Aim for the stars,and you'll reach the sky!'

severe in need of medical help.

was coughing badly the moment i used my mouth to breathe.

and my feet had swollen . 2 main wounds with layers of skin been rubbed off. i guess this was caused by the shoes used for running.

pain was all i could say.


i didnt went for any run today due to that.


for the day, it was allright, had lessons as normal except some coughings

and my voice was back yet.


watched Step Up 2. some parts were not bad but some parts made me fell asleep.


went home after that. saw Riversidians in class tee i guess probably some events.

i realised a big difference between Secondary and Junior College.



later i knew that Riverside was having Sports Carnival today. sounds great.

however i guess Riverside gave only laminated certificates to winners instead of metal trophies or at least plates. i was think what was going on when Jun Kiat waved to me with the certificate.

that was my guess. but it really questioned me when did Riverside became such a cheapskate organisation?

i wont say who's to blame. but i hope Riverside really got to be more generous when neccessary.

i remember during raining days riverside dont switch on air-con during assembly claiming it's already quite cooling.

i wont say thats totally crap. but in Nanyang JC, the hall was like air-conditioned whenever in use. in additions, some tutorial rooms were also the same.

i was trying to compare schools. i think JC of course get more expense fee than secondary. thats probably why theres a difference.


to be honest , i am really glad that i had already graduated from secondary school.

during that time i met 3 principals and i feel Mrs Stella Tang was still the best.
she was like so famous. when i first day went Nanyang, got some students which i forget from which High schools asked whether Mrs Tan is good or not.

of course i answered based on what i felt.


I had never went back to Riverside so far although i wished i could go back at least one time to thank Mdm Jo.

couldnt find a suitable day.

but i guess i need to wait till Riverside's Speech Day. i think i got to take the chance on that day. i hope my teachers will also be there too on that day.

Miss Tan, Mr Radha,Mdm Ho, Jasmine Yeo also who i almost forget her for helping me with my english.


regardless of what the school got to give, i still need to go. i dont think what good stuffs school would probably give.i would show my appreciation to riverside at least for my 4 years stay.


'Once a Riversidian, always a Riversidian'!

KNOW


theres always many things i wanted to know and wished i could know

but i dont know.

theres also many things i do not want to know at all and hope i would never know

but i know.

what's wrong?


Could i have an option to choose what i wanted to know next time?

it was rather a good day.

woke up at 5.40 as usual.however i slept in the living room sofa because i dont like room.

had the maths tutorial in the first lesson. the most interesting part was Ron reminding Mr Toh's about his half-zipped pants.


had a nice 5 rounds of running. but feeling very sad when i still cant outrun Ron in 5 rounds. Maybe i need some training in finishing laps. but i feel i still carry on for another 3 laps.


and during chemistry,i realised how much things that i had learned when was given a test. i guess i had to pull my socks really really hard up.

had physics tutorial instead of assembly. mr khoo was rather professional as he at least made effort to phone some of us despite that he already told us in the morning.
but sorry, i slept in your lesson. it's was the PE's fault. was too exhaunted.
my earlids were just cant stop dropping down.


then i decide to go for squah trial. simply to have fun. to at least get a touch of the racquet and squash ball. hmmm.was rather fun. but if compare with badminton, i guess badminton will be more fun.i had to do this so call " zip zap" shuttle run. it was like... my shoes were so slippery and of course. staggering about.

i believe i had a greater sense of achievement when i first touch badminton.

Health

if i am asked what's the most important thing to me now

i would say health.

i had been coughing for days and nights.

it's the second time i visited doctors in a year.

it looks like my health is getting worse.

i was supposed to be on medical leave today, however i still feel that going school

to learn is more a wise choice.

i was rather voiceless or sounds like...


somemore the last lesson was PE.

we are supposed to do fitness training.. running 3 rounds of 400m.

it looks like my first ever running in 4 months.

and Ron seem like challenging. it was tiring and i ran behind him.

it was disappointing. by the time i finish the 3rd round. my lungs were like feeling freezing. i guess i had overworked.

it was that kind of feeling when i ran 2.4km within 11 minutes.

however with the failure this time, i promised i will win Ron next time when i am prepared and fit.

in addition i took my height and weight measurement today.

wasnt really happy with the weight. it was 70kg.

i was like only 65 before the holidays.

never mind. i think within one month i will be below 65kg.

Come on i can do it!

Bad Day

i am sad

however i still had to write.


i lost my LV wallet in East Coast Park Macafe

where i guess i would blacklist that shop.

not much important stuffs inside.

only cashs, Nets card, Ezlink, namecards ,and Lin Dan's photo

i feel sad for myself and feel happy for that person maybe who took it or disposed it.

i cant blame anyone other than myself.

if materialistic people saw a LV wallet lying on table, it's zero percent chance that they wont take it. including me i must admit.that's the nature of human beings


it will be troublesome to apply new Ezlink card and Nets.


Sister got her DELL laptop

rather okay. tried connecting to my home wireless network.

it was rather fast.however havent try out its downloading speed.

so next time i think i cant host any Warcraft 3 games on BattleNet.

it was just another day..

i was shocked to find a pimple which was very very very

near my eyes. it was just below eye lid.

and it will probably make people think that i watched too much girls

that's what most people think.


today wore the coloured contact lens.

it looks rather cool. it's grey in colour

and it also make my pupils look bigger.

rather nice in fact. my eyesight not so bad but still insist on wearing

them simply because it looks cool.

i hope wearing them wont make my normal eyesight bad.

i should have wore them earlier or maybe buy more different colours since they arent really that expensive.

i heard got green,red,blue,purple,grey,white ones.


today many people i guess report for poly.most of them got their laptops

sounds rather cool.


had a bad coughing today.too heaty i guess. however i still eat those stuffs that i loves despite coughing like...

hope it will get better.

by the way, my own homeworks are like ...

stucked?

i tried to do some maths, partial fractions and inequalities were rather okay

but binomial theorems were like...

physics some questions know how to do. some about X and Y components' application

still rather confused. i spent some time looking through some guidebooks that i got from some National JC people. i could understand but when i tried to read and do some new questions

"what to do?"

i havent study for any chemistry topics. maybe saturday and sunday had to

because there will be tests when school reopens

rather exciting as i want to see the test formats since its the first test.

but i guess i wont fail, most likey to be around borderline marks.

that would satisfy me already as i never touch any books during the four months break. or maybe never hold a pen writing?


wish myself good luck for the upcoming schooldays

i dont know why i am addicted to Nanyang JC orientation camp mass dance songs.

nice?

Power Or Wealth?

which one is better?

for myself i would probably choose Power.

read from a book, its say

A wealthy person walking on street ,people only regards him as rich

whereas a powerful person will be well respected by others.

So if there are options whether to be Warren Buffet or United Nation Secretary General,

i will choose to be UN Secretary General.

that's probably 0.00001% chance.

i know my limits.


i mean it's important for a person to know their limits.

if trying to reach for things beyond own limits,

you may look like a clown doing silly stuffs.

that's why i would feel content to have some things although it is not the best of the all.

During level camp,

" Pause, think ,act "

i feel it should be

" Pause, think ,think ,think ,act"

one should be thinking all the time.


think...
think.....
think.......

Ces't La Vie

that's life!


in life , there's many things happen in the way that i do not wish to.

however i cant do anything about it.


On the other hand, things dont happen in the way i much expected.

Again i cant do anything about it.

whose's fault?

i feel it's my own fault.

that's probably the reasons why i have such an atitude

i dont do things seriously because i am afraid that the more effort i put in, the more dissappoint i will be.

i smile often even when got scolding from people because it's the best way to avoid them.i guess no one ever see me been on fire before.

Out of ten things i say. half are craps or nonsenses.Talking lame things are not easy

that's my atitude


i spent 1 hour watching television.

it's rather a miracle. and i feel like i wasted my precious 1 hour.

local shows are like...

emotionless?

i could feel my eyes closing when watching as i already expected what will be coming next.

Television fees anually is a waste?


i watched a show during my trip.

it really touchs me.

"2007年十大感动奖"

it's a show which shows ten most touching people.

for one award. my tears nearly dripped down

this particular policeman from a particular city risked his life saving someone drowning in a river.but he died in the end.leaving behind his family. i could see his wife crying bitterly and his childrens were like in a lost.
the city of hold a grand ceremony for this hero.

more than 100 thousands of people sent him off

when his wife went to clinch the award. her words were really powerful which make the audiences eyes filled with tears including males.i was trying to hold back my tears.

it's worth to see.

Currently, it's kind of bored. i didnt go for DotA even friends asked.

i am trying to control to play less. trying very hard.

trying hard to get back on studying track.

trying very hard...

it was a tiring day.

woke up at 11 am.

sleep is everything to me. eyebags are getting from bad to worse.

can i be a 'Sleeping Charm' in fairytale where i could sleep forever?

that's naive. come on ,there's many things that i still wanted to do.

ate breakfast-lunch. kind of stupid when i ask my father when will we reach home

later.

he went to bring his friends along to the IT fair at Suntec.wasted my one hour waiting.

Reached there and it was like so crowded.

many booths selling IT stuffs.

However, i dont feel that the price really reduce that much. Maybe i am too noob for those stuffs.

Sister bought a red DELL Inspiron. 3 GB of RAM, i was like ...

After having a hard time squeezing with people, i had to rush back for badminton at Woodlands Sport Hall.

I found back some of the feeling of holding the racquet.


Then went home at 8pm.family waiting for me for dinner outside.

wasted my 1 hour again for the food to come.

in a day of 24 hour, i wasted my 2 precious hour purely waiting, staring blanks.

Of course i was playing PSP. Currently rather addicted to Formula One racing.


Reached home at 10. been called for DotA. feeling bored, went into the BattleNet

After 2 rounds , feeling sick.

Then on friendster, i grabbed some photos from Sharon.Out of the five photos i saw.
i laughed at all five.

they were hilarious.

1st:




2nd:




3rd:




4th:




5th:

Read from a website that:

Americans werent the first to step onto the Moon

Public claims that pictures they had taken on Moon was done in studio

suspicions due to that USA flag could fly on Moon when Moon doesnt have so much draught.

and the astronauts's actions were also raised.

Looking at the picture, i found it was rather true.

Deception ? to the whole world?




it's wrong to deceive people.

however, i feel its a sin to deceive ownself.

these few days were tiring.

especially today when required to bang and push against people.

my arms hurts, but not that painful.

But it's rather fun overall.



甜蜜约定

轻轻关上我的眼睛

整个心里都是你

希望真爱能被你感应

你是月亮我是星星

陪你一起数心情

见证我俩爱情的降临

在我心里最爱的人就是你

装上翅膀我要飞向你

爱的印记如此坚定

这是我们的甜蜜约定

轻轻呼吸你的呼吸

心里满满都是你

你是阳光水还有空气

茫茫人海确定是你

幸福闪烁的眼睛

月亮代表我的一颗心
baby u will know our love so sweet


很甜蜜
很想唱给人听。

it was a tiring day when waking up at 5.20am.

OG was allright. Some funny stuffs which make me laugh like...

crazy?

这就是爱

飘流在爱情的海域 你我也曾有过伤心

因为相信让两颗心贴近了距离

当我靠在你的怀里 所有话题都是多余

眼前的风景 都是你给我的美丽

月影遥 天都亮了 星星睡不着

我在你耳边轻轻唱着 你笑了

oh爱 两颗星星一片海

牵着的手都明白 再也离不开

oh爱 轻轻飘进我心海

你是甜蜜的意外 我却逃不开 oh爱



当我靠在你的怀里 所有话题都是多余

眼前的风景 都是你给我的美丽

月影遥 天都亮了 星星睡不着

我在你耳边轻轻唱着 你笑了

oh爱 两颗星星一片海

牵着的手都明白 再也离不开

oh爱 轻轻飘进我心海

你是甜蜜的意外 我却逃不开 oh爱


开始不懂爱 到现在才明白

恋爱中的人都像个小孩

情愿被宠坏 每一天都充满期待 这就是爱


oh爱 两颗星星一片海

牵着的手都明白 再也离不开

oh爱 轻轻飘进我心海

你是甜蜜的意外 我却逃不开 oh爱






不知道为什么最近一直都想听这首歌
歌词写的还好，但王心凌把它演唱得非常棒！
尤其是一些拉音的部分拉得很入耳
加上美妙的旋律。

棒棒棒！

this particular video was taken on Chinese new year eve. We kids were playing with fireworks.
and some other people bought more powerful ones which could shoot up to 15 storeys high. its sound was earthshaking as could be heard from the background where motorbikes and cars' security sound system went on due to the 'BOOM'

in future, i hope i could my home could be there too!

Holiday Trip




China indeed had changed alot.I guess she could not stop upgrading herself.
From the night when i arrived,the night scene was fantastic.

Better than Singapore's city area?no comment.

The buildings can campare with Singapore's. In addition, most buildings outline had coloured lightning which make them looks gorgeous.

During my stay,lived at my Aunt's, my mother's younger sister, house.some where in the yellow building.It looks cool as i heard that that building 冠发城 is well-known in the city. the hotel in it was rated 4-stars.



Aunt who was been 'fired' during cousin Bijuan's wedding day.



Xuan Xuan
I called him 小不点. played with him everyday . how much do i hope i could fight with him again.
he ask me for fight everytime.



in his family stationary shop.i had rather some interesting moments in that shop before Chinese new Year when i actually helped being a saleboy.
however, i only speak Mandarin so when customers asked me in dialect, i requested for help as i could not answer them because i forget how to speak my own dialect.






i love this picture. this was taken when he wants bicycle ride from me . and i request for a kiss. and i break the agreement after he kissed me. and then he wants to 单挑 with me again.


Overall,

i missed China,

1.China is going to be a nice place to stay
can be proved by my body size difference before and after i went back

2.i love my mother's family
especially,姨姨，轩轩，陈敏，彩霞，咸真

3.people in China are more friendly and helpful as fro majority
strangers could even have a short conversation on bus.

one particular incident which was quite funny
i and my cousin were ordering Sundae ice-cream. and this particular lady behind us says:
“天气怎么冷，还吃冰淇淋？”

we were like ... speechless.after that, she point to the salegirl:
“我要跟他一样的”

i laughed. and asked her:
“你不是说天气怎么冷，还吃冰淇淋？”
she smiled and we laughed away

4.China has more beautiful girls
that is a fact i cant really really deny.
people had to change impression on chinese girls.
everyday on streets,definitely can see lots wearing high heels with high sockings.dont know whether if they should be called as pantyhose.

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